1 |
Marnie Stern |
"Working Memory" |
The Comeback Kid |
Some of our methods for joy operate by embracing chaos |
2 |
Toehider |
"Horse Song" |
Horse EP 4 |
with a combination of love and judo, |
3 |
Inculter |
"Morbid Origin" |
single |
turning it through leverage and core strength |
4 |
Insomnium |
"Flowers of the Night" |
Songs Of The Dusk - EP 3 |
and a tongue in its ear |
5 |
ANGRA |
"Dead Man On Display" |
Cycles Of Pain |
so that it ends up facing towards something more alluring, |
6 |
Eluria |
"¿Dónde Van?" |
Detrás de la Cerradura |
and then nudging it in the direction it now wants to go. |
7 |
Dominic Gebhardt |
"Witches Of Eldrathia" |
Witches Of Eldrathia 5 |
I say "some", but maybe my definition of joy is itself tangled in chaos, |
8 |
Deep Sun |
"Eternal Love" |
single |
and movements away from the edge are transient needs for something else, |
9 |
Liliumdust |
"Midnight" |
single |
comfort or a safe reference state we can use to calibrate every other feeling. |
10 |
Shattered Vessels |
"In Silence" |
single |
I suspect that our emotional polarities betray themselves in our supposedly stolid politics, too, |
11 |
Serenity |
"Sun of Justice" |
Nemesis AD |
and thus that the inward-facing movements towards nationalism and tribalism and walled stasis |
12 |
Delta |
"At Last" |
single |
are expressions of the same woundedness as staging increasingly complicated basement listening rooms |
13 |
The Last Martyr |
"Burn It Down" |
single |
in order to listen to the same Steely Dan albums in fractally greater fidelity. |
14 |
Koburg |
"Silent Voices" |
single |
The new Marnie Stern songs are vastly detailed, but there's a kind of detail that invites you to dream of stopping time |
15 |
NOVELISTS |
"Prisoner" |
Prisoner +1 |
in order to wander among suspended soundstages marveling at the placement of each instrument, |
16 |
Crashing Atlas |
"Fake It With Me" |
single |
and there's a kind that wants to show you that you can be blastingly displaced |
17 |
Stoned Mary |
"PUSH" |
single |
by the concerted effort of tiny notes and gestures. |
18 |
Spiritbox |
"Too Close / Too Late" |
The Fear of Fear |
Because I grew up playing Dungeons & Dragons, |
19 |
TRiDENT |
"twinkle" |
single |
there's a part of me that insists on trying to reframe every set of potential moral binaries |
20 |
She is Legend |
"How's everything" |
single |
into a new real-world Alignment grid. |
21 |
RAISE A SUILEN |
"STRAY CERBERUS" |
REVELATION 5 |
Good/Neutral/Evil, I realized while I was still very young, |
22 |
Mada Mitakoto no Nai Sekai |
"マーシャル・マキシマイザー feat.松下" |
EMOTiONS 6 |
is not a taxonomy of human convictions, |
23 |
capo2 |
"kuchiguse" |
single |
but an explanation of subjective relativism. |
24 |
AFTER SQUALL |
"スターゲイザー" |
single |
A single human, in isolation, cannot be good or evil. |
25 |
ULTRA |
"Table" |
到底及ばない |
Villainry exists only by reference to heroism, |
26 |
NEMOPHILA |
"(Sic)" |
single |
and this enmity is usually invertible. |
27 |
Apartamentos Acapulco |
"Ya No Tengo Palabras" |
single |
The whole point of D&D, of course, was to role-play heroism, |
28 |
K!ngdom |
"Contando Estrellas" |
single |
and thus Good vs Evil was essentially a normative translation of |
29 |
Kiko y Shara |
"Todo Si Es Contigo" |
single |
protagonism vs antagonism. |
30 |
mafalda cardenal |
"solo se que no se que" |
single |
The other D&D alignment axis, Lawful vs Chaotic, is closer to psychologic than moral, |
31 |
G.E.M. |
"11" |
single |
but conflates, I think, two real axes of orientation: |
32 |
iskwē |
"Part Two" |
single |
collective vs individual |
33 |
Tanxugueiras |
"As que tiñan que estar" |
single |
and reductive vs expansive. |
34 |
Moody Joody |
"Velvet Connection" |
single |
The pathological extremes of the grid of these two are |
35 |
Samantha Stone |
"Reckless" |
single |
fascism (collective and reductive), |
36 |
Julia Wolf |
"Burning House" |
Burning House +1 |
discompassionate libertarianism (individual and reductive), |
37 |
Brittany Ray |
"Death of Her" |
single |
oppressive communism (collective and expansive) |
38 |
Oscar the Wild |
"Multicolour" |
single |
and neoliberal consumerism (individual and expansive). |
39 |
Bronnie |
"Drown In Your Misery" |
Drown In Your Misery 6 |
But as with the original grid, one of the axes is a lot freer than the other, |
40 |
Kate Clover |
"No More Romance" |
single |
or at least for me to frame this as an alignment grid would be only half ingenuous, |
41 |
Career Woman |
"No Alibi" |
single |
because I do believe in the collective/individual axis as a categorical continuum that doesn't have a moral gradient, |
42 |
TORRES |
"I got the fear" |
I got the fear +1 |
but reductive/expansive is ultimately a thinly disguised rewrite of fear/joy. |
43 |
IAN SWEET |
"Bloody Knees" |
SUCKER |
One of these is a degree of freedom, the other is a moral imperative phrased to almost conceal the implied judgment. |
44 |
Dessie Magee |
"Welcome Ghosts" |
Welcome Ghosts +3 |
Of course I don't believe that you have to listen to music the way I do, |
45 |
CALI JEWLS |
"I'm Not Leaving" |
single |
in constant headlong terror of what I haven't heard, |
46 |
Autoheart |
"Too Polite To Fight" |
single |
trying to love every amazing thing for ten scattered minutes |
47 |
The Young Hearts |
"Hit The Ground Running" |
Hit The Ground Running 5 |
in a dizzy, restless spiral into next week, |
48 |
Bad Suns |
"Living Or Dying" |
Living Or Dying +2 |
but it's useless to pretend that my support for your right to hole up with tube preamps and Pretzel Logic |
49 |
Volunteer |
"Feels Like Home" |
single |
means I think you're making the world better that way. |
50 |
Cloud House |
"Photographs" |
Still Here |
It only means that I think we can make the future better without requiring everybody to constantly help. |
51 |
408 |
"Remember Her Like That" |
Remember Her Like That +1 |
That's what I mean: I'm a collectivist, but I tolerate individualism in the spirit of expansiveness; |
52 |
Minority 905 |
"Winter Blues" |
single |
but it doesn't work the other way. |
53 |
Youth Fountain |
"Requiem" |
Together In Lonesome |
It would make no sense to say that I'm an expansivist who tolerates reductivism in the spirit of collectivism. |
54 |
リスキーシフト |
"MUSIC" |
single |
Joy is not my personal choice among equilegitimate options, |
55 |
reGretGirl |
"Bubbles" |
Confession e.p. 5 |
it's my best understanding of our human purpose. |
56 |
All is Well |
"Trying is Everything feat. Yasu" |
single |
I will not try to cheat you out of your solitude or your friends, |
57 |
Silhouette from the Skylit |
"Invitation to Anew" |
single |
but I think we should be, with most of our collective and individual programs, |
58 |
Noan |
"Zero" |
single |
obsessively intent on understanding how to systemically deprive you of your fear. |
59 |
Wrest |
"Little Star" |
single |
Our marshals will come for your sadness. |
60 |
There Will Be Fireworks |
"Smoke Machines (Summer Moon)" |
Summer Moon |
They gather quietly at your door, |
61 |
SPECTRES |
"The Old Regime" |
single |
unarmed but morally authorized. |
62 |
Palm Ghosts |
"Tilt" |
single |
When you let them in, they will search for pain in your secret hiding places, |
63 |
DECEITS |
"Serenity (Blows The Wind)" |
If There's No Heaven... |
but what they find, they will carry away gently in their arms. |
64 |
Sixth June |
"Collapse" |
single |
Morale is improved by bearings; |
65 |
Unprocessed |
"Glass" |
single |
misery, like any other contagion, cannot be mitigated by tolerance. |
66 |
Boris |
"om strutsar" |
single |
Our grandest adventures involve travel to edges, |
67 |
SATÂNICOS |
"Remphan Rites" |
single |
but not in order to hack at unprotected frayedness in a region with looser sword regulations. |
68 |
Lovecrose |
"Rossz utakon" |
Végtelen mint az óceán |
The dungeons in D&D are convenient fabrications |
69 |
Axioma |
"Spectre in the Code" |
Primal Descent 4 |
of environments free of moral complexity, |
70 |
Voutsa |
"Nyrkkisääntö" |
single |
but the dragons are a reminder that sometimes our imagination becomes real. |
71 |
Subway To Sally |
"Eisheilige Nacht" |
single |
Or, more precisely: that our imagination is the primary constraint on what we believe could become real. |
72 |
Seventh Crystal |
"Infinity" |
Infinity 5 |
We place dragons in the empty spaces in our incomplete maps, |
73 |
Overland |
"One Touch" |
S.I.X |
of the future as much as the ocean, |
74 |
Jim Peterik And World Stage |
"Dangerous Combination (feat. Kevin Cronin & REO Speedwagon)" |
single |
to acknowledge the power we invest in the unknown by fearing it. |
75 |
Echo Deep |
"Nami (feat. Takue SBT)" |
single |
But of course we also line their conjectural lairs with treasure. |
76 |
Nobuhle |
"Ng'funa Wena" |
single |
Maybe, when we get there, any there, there will be monsters to fight, |
77 |
Sun-El Musician |
"Amandla" |
single |
and gleaming riches for the victors. |
78 |
Mthandazo Gatya |
"KUYALUNGA" |
single |
But maybe there will just be another island, |
79 |
Son of Africa |
"Chwayita(Queen Charisma)Siphiva-Nkosi sikelela" |
single |
too intent on its own debates and disquisitions to have come looking for us first. |
80 |
QHUBINJA |
"DUDU EMNDENINI" |
DUDU EMNDENINI +1 |
Maybe its secret people will come down to their shore with spears, |
81 |
Cevuzile |
"Wangishela Ngiziphuzela" |
Ngikhumulela Wenawedwa |
annoyed by the music from our dancing ships. |
82 |
Ithole leNdidane |
"Isilima sendoda" |
Umnyamanambana |
Maybe, instead of telling them new rules we expect them to impose on themselves, |
83 |
Sminofu |
"AYAWAHLANGABEZA" |
Uber Driver |
we will wrap them in our arms |
84 |
Thokozani Langa |
"UXAM' UXAKEKILE" |
single |
and sing them our songs, or what our songs become in this new embrace. |
85 |
Majozi |
"Keep It Open" |
A Great Exchange |
Tongues, ears, the frayed edges of chaos woven into a few more yards of bright pattern. |
86 |
There Will Be Fireworks |
"So Long, Sundown" |
Summer Moon |
And then, by listening in turn, we do not take away their songs, we release them. |
87 |
Serenity |
"Crowned by an Angel" |
Nemesis AD |
We release ourselves from being the people who had never heard them yet, |
88 |
RAISE A SUILEN |
"Just Awake - Cover" |
CORUSCATE -DNA- 5 |
and thus from a few more old shreds of fear and loathing. |
89 |
Sunrise Skater Kids |
"Misery Business - Japanese Version" |
Misery Business 2 |
We release our dreams from hoping we never have to leave home, never have to come here, never have to hear this. |