1 |
Close the Hatch |
"Enjoy the Silence" |
single |
Sometimes it takes 20 years for a song to find its true self. I always thought even the Depeche Mode original of "Enjoy the Silence" had an implied "all I ever wanted is [lying dead] here in my arms", and covers by Tori Amos and Lacuna Coil seemed at least emotionally compatible with this notion, but Dayton post-doom band Close the Hatch finally render it in perfectly gloriously morose blacklight. |
2 |
Sirenia |
"Downwards Spiral" |
Riddles, Ruins & Revelations |
Silence and darkness can be anthemic and bright, of course. |
3 |
Issa |
"The Way Out" |
single |
Sometimes the way out is down and through the core, |
4 |
Imperia |
"Starlight" |
single |
clear into the occluded night underfoot. |
5 |
Nocean |
"The Phantom" |
single |
Sometimes the ghosts are the only ones who return a particular touch, |
6 |
Война Осколков |
"Владыки Пустошей" |
single |
whispering in a language that sounds backwards because you are insisting on only listening to it in the direction you were already going. |
7 |
Pale Waves |
"Tomorrow" |
Who Am I? |
Can we find our true selves faster, sooner, tomorrow? |
8 |
For Tracy Hyde |
"Just Like Fireflies" |
single |
We walk surrounded in stars, |
9 |
Fawning |
"Wait" |
Illusions of Control |
holding up illusory patience with sorcerers' poses, |
10 |
Winter |
"Violet Blue" |
single |
trying to collect more hope than snow, |
11 |
sui sui |
"MYWAY" |
MYWAY +1 |
trying to recognize ourselves in our specific movements |
12 |
斉藤 朱夏 |
"止まらないで" |
セカイノハテ 4 |
and the cinematic settings of other people's oblivious autobiographies and self-portraits. |
13 |
PARADISES |
"PARADISES RETURN" |
single |
Of course we come from better worlds |
14 |
Yabai T-Shirts Yasan |
"くそ現代っ子ごみかす20代" |
こうえんデビュー 4 |
we will never accurately remember, |
15 |
PEDRO |
"東京" |
東京 +1 |
but this is no more an argument for retreat |
16 |
AIBECK |
"AISola" |
single |
than artificial inertia is a replacement for changing your own mind. |
17 |
激情リフレイン |
"Rinkai sensation" |
single |
Sometimes it takes 4 seconds for a song to reach the center of your heart, |
18 |
I to U $CREAMing!! |
"If" |
Gloire 6 |
and then you act surprised when your radiologist turns from the readout and says |
19 |
miscast |
"kyoumei Syndrome" |
single |
"so many songs..." |
20 |
BiS |
"COLD CAKE" |
single |
We are 60% borrowed water and 60% other people's catharses, |
21 |
the cibo |
"BEHIND" |
breaching e.p 4 |
on a serenly futile quest to let go of enough to become merely whole. |
22 |
Unknöwn Kun |
"ASPD Stalker" |
single |
The snow seems like it's falling, |
23 |
BUMP OF CHICKEN |
"Flare" |
single |
or are we rising into it, |
24 |
Taylor Swift |
"Love Story (Taylor’s Version)" |
single |
about to plough through the clouds and unfold latent wings? |
25 |
Craig Cardiff |
"All This Time Running" |
single |
The fortunate get to make their own reversions of their own songs, |
26 |
Kip Moore |
"Midnight Slow Dance" |
Wild World |
but most of us get to sing them each just once. |
27 |
Emmit Fenn |
"Until We Leave the Ground" |
single |
Courage is singing a chorus you know you may never get to repeat, |
28 |
P!nk |
"Cover Me In Sunshine" |
single |
hearing yourself joined by other voices in your head, in your dreams, |
29 |
katie MAC |
"Miss Each Other" |
single |
knowing you can't always choose which voices join yours, |
30 |
Maydenfield |
"Way Too Deep (feat. XAI)" |
Way Too Deep (feat. XAI) +1 |
or even which ones come out of you when you're brave enough to open your heart. |
31 |
LAU |
"Always On My Mind" |
Believer 'Deluxe' |
But we love what we love, |
32 |
Fear Of Tigers |
"Tiger Blood" |
Tiger Blood +1 |
and dance in whatever ridiculous way we thought was cool when we were 15, |
33 |
Carina Dahl |
"Toppen av Norge" |
single |
and when we are noble we see this helpless quality in others |
34 |
Irina |
"Nosta mut ilmaan" |
Haluun olla yksin |
before we despair of it in ourselves. |
35 |
Kudai |
"Llévame" |
Revuelo |
Set down your fear. |
36 |
Mint Julep |
"A Rising Sun" |
A Rising Sun +1 |
Everything is ridiculous in bright enough light, |
37 |
LAYNE |
"Dumb Girl" |
single |
and unintelligible otherwise. |
38 |
Potty Mouth |
"Let Go" |
single |
If you love something, it is you yourself you need to let go, first, |
39 |
NOVACUB |
"Fantasies" |
single |
in order to learn how to let go of anything or anybody else. |
40 |
The Foxies |
"Timothée Chalamet" |
single |
This is why we have heroes |
41 |
Big Freedia |
"Platinum" |
single |
and methods for performative heroism |
42 |
TeZATalks |
"Waves of Grace" |
single |
and miscontrue pain as an obstacle. |
43 |
Stanley Odd |
"The Invisible Woman" |
single |
This is why we fall in love with accents and haircuts, |
44 |
Mimi Barks |
"[KILL]BILLY" |
single |
and then recoil at our instinctive majestic superficiality. |
45 |
Tony Njoku |
"KILLTONY - feat. New World Ray" |
KILLTONY EP 4 |
This is why we walk like we walk, |
46 |
slowthai |
"45 SMOKE" |
TYRON |
and thus how we become somebody we don't recognize when the weather demands special boots, |
47 |
P Money |
"Trouble" |
single |
but thus also why we can shop for pieces of replacement identity. |
48 |
Bob Vylan |
"I Heard You Want Your Country Back" |
We Live Here (Deluxe) |
Who are you killing in the name of, and what? |
49 |
GIRLI |
"What a Shame!" |
Ex Talk 5 |
Each layer you pull onto yourself broadcasts a brand |
50 |
Danny L Harle |
"Interlocked" |
single |
into the deadspace between stations |
51 |
Ethel Cain |
"Michelle Pfeiffer (feat. lil aaron)" |
single |
that makes up most of everything. |
52 |
Ouse |
"Why Did You Tell Me That You Loved Me?" |
single |
Sometimes we engineer elaborate bridges over fathomless currents, |
53 |
Wstdyth |
"Miyashita" |
GUILDMAG3 |
and sometimes we just jump. |
54 |
POPSTARBILLS |
"WOAH" |
single |
I guess I like anything that invites us into a journey through the air. |
55 |
blackwinterwells |
"HEARSE" |
single |
Glitchcore is basically the emotional impulses of Sarah Records indie-pop |
56 |
Senses |
"take my #smile" |
single |
rendered in laptop hip-hop |
57 |
i9bonsai |
"bandage ##" |
single |
with ruefully no flow. |
58 |
lieu |
"i could never like u" |
single |
This time I'm here from the start, and the scarcity equations are different |
59 |
tropes |
"Bemidji" |
single |
but that won't necessarily save us from needing some equivalent of eBay and postal orders to reconstruct this ten years from now. |
60 |
nothing,nowhere. |
"upside down" |
upside down |
Courage is attaching your soul to a song that might disappear again before it even ends, |
61 |
Wstdyth |
"Flowers n Perfume" |
GUILDMAG3 |
believing in the hypothetical long future of an 18-year-old kid who could get bored of GarageBand before they ever write their masterpiece. |
62 |
Crossfaith |
"Dead or Alive" |
single |
But this headlong anti-gravity forward listening |
63 |
Bloodred Hourglass |
"Drag Me the Rain" |
single |
allows greatness to gush out of nothing |
64 |
Wesenwille |
"A Material God" |
single |
in part as a way to assert the possibility of momentary improvisational greatness |
65 |
Aara |
"Nimmermehr" |
single |
for love of moments, |
66 |
Paysage D'Hiver |
"Bluet" |
single |
and of course in part to avoid acknowledging that every look backwards in time |
67 |
Emptiness |
"Le mal est chez lui" |
Vide |
implies an equal and opposite and thus potentially untenable look into the glaring future. |
68 |
Altarage |
"Magno Evento" |
single |
The optimist thinks the past is scarier, |
69 |
Mork |
"Svartmalt" |
single |
or wants to. |
70 |
Crown |
"Illumination" |
single |
I am an optimist: |
71 |
Neverland |
"DILEMMA" |
LOST CHILD |
the past is definitionally scarier because it's so difficult to change |
72 |
The Micro Head 4N's |
"LiaR" |
The Unfinished Story |
unless we can understand it as a connected extension of the future, |
73 |
NETH PRIERE CAIN |
"Nemesis -Judgment Shisha-" |
God punishment for salvation. 3 |
as a history of mistakes we have not finished making. |
74 |
Forlorn Hope |
"To the Bitter End" |
single |
This is why we hear our dead heroes in surviving guitar solos, |
75 |
Durbin |
"Into the Flames" |
The Beast Awakens |
and how we contrive to unfear the reaper by hearing his songs in our own. |
76 |
The Pretty Reckless |
"My Bones" |
Death By Rock And Roll |
We will leave skeletal traces |
77 |
Chez Kane |
"Rocket on the Radio" |
single |
of ideas only materialized in muscle and skin. |
78 |
Arc Of Life |
"Life Has a Way" |
Arc of Life |
We will try to say "yes" to everything, |
79 |
3.2 |
"Top of the World" |
Third Impression |
until the devil at a crossroads smugly plies us with a tired riddle |
80 |
Varang Nord |
"Cīņis Gors" |
single |
and we recall the legions of the damned to tear up the cursed roads and restore |
81 |
Salduie |
"Descarnatio" |
single |
our ancestral right to wander. |
82 |
Green Lads |
"Irish Dubstep" |
Celtitude |
Our ancestors dance in the ridiculous way they thought was cool when they were 15, even when they think they're imitating us. |
83 |
Nifrost |
"Eit siste Ynskje" |
single |
Roads are paths plus bureaucracy, |
84 |
IOTUNN |
"The Tower of Cosmic Nihility" |
single |
in the same way that astronomy is astrology plus telescopes -- |
85 |
Rise to the Sky |
"Let Me Drown With You" |
single |
or minus, because the problem with superstition is too much elaboration |
86 |
Long Distance Calling |
"Fever" |
single |
on too little basis, either of which would be merciful and holy in themselves. |
87 |
God Is An Astronaut |
"Adrift" |
Ghost Tapes #10 |
Elaboration is what we mean by art, |
88 |
Aborym |
"The Pursuit of Happiness" |
Hostile |
and accepting how little we know for sure is how we allow ourselves to make it. |
89 |
Reeper |
"Still Alive" |
single |
We write glossaries of substition |
90 |
LÜT |
"INDIÄ" |
Mersmak |
by saying mundane true things aloud, just in case. |
91 |
Object Blue |
"Opened Close" |
single |
Our lockdown restlessnesses fund online galleries of images of heaven for sale, |
92 |
Ready Steady Steroids |
"Sanity" |
single |
where we alternately fill and abandon carts. |
93 |
Luca Brasi |
"Never the Right Time" |
Everything is Tenuous |
Maybe tomorrow we will pay. |
94 |
Umdumazi |
"Valentine's day" |
single |
Maybe tomorrow they will tell us this is the special day when people all pay. |
95 |
Prince Kaybee |
"Ebabayo" |
single |
It is not, all of these days are equally special and buying images of heaven is an investment in nothing. |
96 |
Dj Obza |
"Idlozi Lami" |
single |
Already, by entertaining dubious decisions, we have felt what it would be like to make them. |
97 |
Balam Acab |
"up3dayz" |
single |
We have been our ghosts a million times long before we die. |
98 |
Nous Alpha |
"Fibonacci Failure" |
single |
These patterns don't fail us, they just end where we ran out of bricks |
99 |
Norse Gael |
"Tar Éis an Cath" |
Óðr |
before we ran out of love or remorse. |
100 |
Sirenia |
"Into Infinity" |
Riddles, Ruins & Revelations |
Courage is taking the next step when the road crumbles back into a path. |
101 |
Ricardo Arjona |
"Mojado (feat. Marc Cohn) - Versión Acústica" |
Covers, Demos y Otras Travesuras de Blanco |
We are not from Memphis or Neptune, trust us, not yet, |
102 |
Don Vedda |
"A Thousand Miles" |
single |
but both are closer than the maps sternly claim. |
103 |
Halocene |
"Drivers License" |
single |
We build machines to not change our problems, |
104 |
Judith Mateo |
"Invierno de Vivaldi, 1º Movimiento" |
Invierno de Vivaldi 2 |
but sometimes, by not saving us, they force us to save ourselves. |