1 |
Robyn |
"Missing U" |
single |
As a kid I would flip over LPs in the store, looking to see if the credits mentioned synthesizers. |
2 |
CHVRCHES |
"Out Of My Head" |
single |
You can, of course, play honky-tonk on a DX7. |
3 |
Puppet |
"Cargo" |
single |
You can make cities without metal or glass, |
4 |
Amaranthe |
"Army of the Night" |
The Sacrament of Sin (Deluxe Version) |
or see a coastline as fractalless imprecision. |
5 |
Beyond The Black |
"Million Lightyears" |
single |
You can cover patterns with love, |
6 |
Manticora |
"Through The Eyes Of The Killer - Towering Over You" |
To Kill To Live To Kill |
or love with patterns, |
7 |
Primal Fear |
"The Ritual" |
single |
or everything with mud and fear and computational uncertainty. |
8 |
Behemoth |
"God = Dog" |
single |
You can think of poetry as a separate enterprise from numbers, |
9 |
Dragonlord |
"Northlanders" |
single |
like you can contemplate an ethereal afterlife, |
10 |
Hadal Maw |
"Vilified" |
Charlatan |
if you can contemplate an afterlife as something other than metaphor. |
11 |
Helrunar |
"In Eis und Nacht" |
single |
Unless you can't, like I cannot. |
12 |
Beyond Creation |
"The Inversion" |
single |
I am an involuntary disciple of awe and math, |
13 |
A R I Z O N A |
"What She Wants" |
What She Wants +2 |
of quantification as a tactic for holism instead of reduction, |
14 |
of Verona |
"Kids in America" |
single |
of life as the stubborn inexplicable superimposition of will, or its convincing illusion, over physics or our approximations of it. |
15 |
The Blue Hour |
"Lament" |
Lament +3 |
All music, by moving the air in harmonic patterns, participates physically in this implausible mythology, |
16 |
Anggun |
"Siapa Bilang Gak Bisa" |
single |
in the same sense that the medium is always partly the message, |
17 |
YONAKA |
"Waves" |
single |
but if you say enough different things in the same format, |
18 |
Deaf Havana |
"Ritual" |
single |
eventually the format cancels itself out. |
19 |
Trophy Eyes |
"Friday Forever" |
single |
I've listened to all these songs this week. |
20 |
AS IT IS |
"The Fire, The Dark" |
single |
I've listened to the whole list maybe more times than usual, even, |
21 |
Foxing |
"Gameshark" |
single |
but only impatiently, as a journey back to the beginning, |
22 |
The Love Language |
"Frames" |
Baby Grand |
as if I must earn the right, every few hours, |
23 |
Tides Of Man |
"New Futures" |
Every Nothing |
to drop back into a desperate, ecstatic alternation between Robyn and CHVRCHES again, |
24 |
Muncie Girls |
"Locked Up" |
single |
and again, and again. |
25 |
NIGHTS |
"Over and Over" |
single |
I don't, by any measure, only like music in which heartbreaking human frailty flows over relentless arithmetic substrates like scarred but glowing android skin, |
26 |
Ava Luna |
"Centerline" |
single |
but oh my god. |
27 |
Miracle Of Sound |
"Ode to Fury" |
single |
Robyn made "Call Your Girlfriend" and "Dancing on My Own" and "Get Myself Together", which is as good a trio of pop songs as anybody's ever, I think, |
28 |
Erik Ekholm |
"Invader" |
Thunder |
and it's too soon to say for sure whether "Missing U" really makes it four, in my head or heart, |
29 |
Ruelle |
"Come Fly With Me" |
Emerge |
but it's as illustrative an example as we're going to find for a thing music can do to me, |
30 |
Mrs. GREEN APPLE |
"青と夏" |
single |
framing love as goal and the universe as method, |
31 |
kankakupiero |
"メリーさん" |
はじめてのはじまり |
so that pi and clockwork and octaves are both obviations of the need for theology |
32 |
HYDE |
"AFTER LIGHT" |
single |
and at the same time a kind of rueful meta-theology of their own. |
33 |
Masaki Suda |
"ロングホープ・フィリア" |
ロングホープ・フィリア +3 |
Each lone, meticulous, mechanical pulse is a self-contained allegory of every idealized heartbeat, |
34 |
Fatherson |
"Charm School" |
single |
and the stars sparkle overhead in Fibonacci reveries, |
35 |
dEMOTIONAL |
"Dreamers Light" |
single |
and constellations of argpeggio and metronomicons. |
36 |
NEFER NEFER |
"Älä Mee" |
single |
And her voice is small and vast, and haunted and a tautology of transcendence, |
37 |
Deep Ng |
"那怕最終一個人" |
single |
and these things combine, intractable against ineffable, |
38 |
A-do |
"門後" |
single |
to sound like what it feels like to me to be knowingly alive. |
39 |
Aborted |
"TerrorVision" |
single |
And then the pulse stops, and the fluttery stars pause in the middle of a subjective transit because they don't change but we do, |
40 |
Attan |
"Feed the Primates" |
single |
and CHVRCHES slam into their post-Japan-tour collaboration with J-pop trio Wednesday Campanella. |
41 |
Exploded View |
"Sleepers" |
single |
It's an oversimplification to say that CHVRCHES are my favorite band, |
42 |
Emma Ruth Rundle |
"Darkhorse - Edit" |
single |
and another one to say that falling in love with J-pop fundamentally altered my emotional relationship to the unknown, |
43 |
Tiffany |
"Worlds Away" |
single |
but only in the way that we necessarily oversimplify by talking, or by making an obscenely semi-self-contained thought out of any amount of infinite possibility. |
44 |
Ex Libris |
"The Courtship" |
Ann - Chapter 1: Anne Boleyn 3 |
I don't know if "perfect song" is a useful or meaningful concept, |
45 |
Crippled Black Phoenix |
"Nebulas" |
single |
and I imagine that if it is there would be criteria and checklists, |
46 |
Lord Of The Lost |
"Abracadabra (feat. Dero Goi / OOMPH!)" |
Thornstar (Deluxe Edition) |
and what I'm saying here is not that there are no great things that aren't in this CHVRCHES song, |
47 |
Helalyn Flowers |
"Run Away (with My Demons)" |
Nyctophilia |
it's that this is another 3:18 during which I don't care, |
48 |
Phil Wickham |
"Breath Away" |
Living Hope |
and another demonstration that the duration of my now can be minutes; |
49 |
Elevation Worship |
"Won't Stop Now" |
single |
that KOM_I's angel-bell voice skittering through the verses in the inherent syallabic pixelation of Japanese micro-nudges Lauren into a transformational tiny yell, |
50 |
Alter Bridge |
"Words Darker Than Their Wings (feat. The Parallax Orchestra) - Live" |
single |
and to me this single moment is an immortally recurrent legend of inevitability and defiance; |
51 |
Nedeljko Bajic Baja |
"Ogledalo srece" |
single |
that I believe we are connected to each other by more than separates us; |
52 |
Severina |
"Magija" |
single |
that I believe that all machines are most definingly levers for amplifying humanity; |
53 |
Ministarke |
"Ne Vraćam Se Na Staro" |
single |
that we become better selves by escaping whatever we've been so far, |
54 |
Korpiklaani |
"Henkselipoika" |
single |
but lovingly, lingeringly, pushing away and holding on at once with a kiss and breath; |
55 |
Danheim |
"Feikinstafir" |
single |
that we go around the world to find ourselves, or somebody or anybody, |
56 |
Triddana |
"Pages in the Past" |
Rising from Within |
and we don't want to go home yet. |