Ever since Bush was re-elected, the milk doesn't mix into my coffee right. I used to be able to just pour it in, and the whole cup would bloom into a warm tan solidity with little tendrils of white just vanishing. Now I pour the milk in and it only sinks sadly to the bottom, the surface reverting to a grim, oily brown.

At night the sand flows into our rooms, and it is a little easier to imagine how we could leave.  

How long have I known, and when did I decide on this sad version I admit to everyone but you?  

I wake instantly to the absence of your hands.  

The light makes its way through the curls of your hair, then falls to the floor.  

Eventually there will be too many of them for anything but hate.  

It is little consolation to drown in better water.  

Around the next corner, I swear, I will understand something I have brought us here to face.  

His letters got longer, but drifted farther, until too much space crept in between the words, and the paper could no longer carry me from one to the next fast enough to be sure it was still him I was missing.  

Walk to the bridge with me again, just this once more, in the dress I bought you with money from the smell of burned cotton and the gleaming shards of sighs.  

At night the sand flows into our rooms, and we trace channels back through it into the sea and away.

"What street?"
I say the name of a street I walked past on the way over.  

"What number?"
I say the number of the house on the corner.  

They read a name aloud.
I say "Yes".  

They hand me a ballot.  

So don't let me hear anybody complaining that democracy is hard to administer.

The sad truth is that Wordsworth was never a great bookstore. It was a good bookstore, on a prominent corner, and it committed the appealing heresy of discounting what was once otherwise an obdurately retail commodity. It was a bastion of an age in which it took only 10% more commitment to be good, and in which even a merely-good bookstore was a simple greatness, and it died yesterday with its dying era. A block away, a thinly-disguised Barnes & Noble beckons expansively, and it's harder to sustain a polemic against corporatism when independence had nowhere to sit down, a deteriorating selection, no coffee, and basement premises that never quite smelled right. We walk willingly into our comfortable self-corruption, half the time, because the moral alternatives let us down.  

The night Wordsworth dies, the Brattle is playing Goodbye Dragon Inn. I say goodbye to an icon of books and their places, and walk across the street to watch a movie about the death of an icon of movies and their places. As ghosts haunt the dark corridors of Tsai Ming-Liang's forsaken movie house, somebody keeps walking through the shadowed wings of this one. I am a ghost of places just by sitting here, saying goodbye to a place I am now too late to see.  

And yet, the books outlive the bookstores, and the movies outlive the theaters. We are ghosts, but alive. We take the places into ourselves, and so, as best we can, become them.

Pervasive witness can't moralize evil, but it can change the calculi of expedience. The cameras remind us to see ourselves.

If I were trying to improve Boston, I'm sure my plan would not involve jacking up the entire city and installing twenty miles of food courts underneath, nor teaching all residents to begin conversations in a foreign language. And yet, I love Montreal.

One system's obvious flaws conceal some other system's deeper ones.  

After a day and a half of this corporate vanity fair I realize the most remarkable thing about those urinals, by far, is that they are not individually sponsored.

1. Arguably business is more precisely the discipline of determining what you can convince people to pay to believe they are averting.  

2. The two urinals for shorter people are, of course, next to each other. Sorting is not exactly the same as design.

There is something elusively dehumanizing about standing, alone, in a room designed for 34 adult men (and 2 shorter ones) to urinate at once.