1 |
Uada |
"The Dark (Winter)" |
The Dark (Winter) +1 |
We make beauty out of pain, |
2 |
Violet Cold |
"Ein Langer Weg - Extended Version" |
single |
or out of joy, |
3 |
An Autumn for Crippled Children |
"The Feels Like Dying" |
single |
and maybe sometimes the only thing we mean by "beauty" |
4 |
Explosions In The Sky |
"Ten Billion People" |
single |
is the tension between the two. |
5 |
City of the Lost |
"War Thunder" |
Wasteland Guide IV |
We don't always alleviate misery by simply confronting it, |
6 |
Blut Aus Nord |
"Queen of the Dead Dimension" |
single |
but that's still usually the way to begin. |
7 |
Agriculture |
"Look, Pt. 3" |
Agriculture |
Always? I don't know. |
8 |
Teeth Of The Sea |
"Megafragma" |
single |
Did Sinéad have other viable choices she could have made? |
9 |
Night Verses |
"Arrival" |
single |
I don't know. |
10 |
Horrendous |
"Preterition Hymn" |
Preterition Hymn +2 |
We were the same age until a few days ago. |
11 |
Humanity's Last Breath |
"Passage" |
single |
"The night is long, but the day will come", she sang in what is still my very favorite of her songs, |
12 |
Strega Nona |
"Blinded, Bound" |
Walk In Beauty |
but the track on her Best album with the fewest streams. |
13 |
A Curtain Of Mist |
"As" |
AS I AM |
The day only comes for you if you let it, |
14 |
Talking to Shadows |
"Lost" |
Lost +3 |
if you refuse to allow yourself to be lost. |
15 |
Mystfall |
"Endless" |
Celestial Vision |
Each day poses this same challenge again, |
16 |
ILLUMISHADE |
"ENEMY" |
single |
and if you make it to 56 you will have had 20,440 chances to fail it, |
17 |
Carmilla |
"Life" |
single |
and survived. |
18 |
Cinnamon Babe |
"The Man" |
single |
I want to assume that Sinéad chose to stop, |
19 |
As December Falls |
"Leave" |
Join The Club |
but part of what she accomplished by insisting on being herself in public, |
20 |
Meet Me @ The Altar |
"Give It Up" |
Give It Up |
was demonstrating that choices are tenuous and complex. |
21 |
Crashing Atlas |
"A Violent Affair" |
single |
"Everyone can see what's going on", she said. |
22 |
The Almas |
"Crowns" |
single |
"They laugh 'cause they know they're untouchable, not because what I said was wrong." |
23 |
Living Dead Girl |
"Dysfunctional" |
single |
"The Emperor's New Clothes" survives her as a moral and an epitaph, |
24 |
Satellite Citi |
"Anxious Hearts" |
single |
maybe most of all because she wrote it before the things in her life it would end up best describing. |
25 |
Death Dealer Union |
"The Vow of Silence" |
single |
She knew she was not going to choose silence |
26 |
Snow White In The Dark |
"Don´t Cry" |
single |
or its attendant pity. |
27 |
RAVDINA |
"За закрытой дверью" |
single |
"You asked for the truth and I told you." |
28 |
Arshenic |
"Red" |
single |
We can hope for easier paths, |
29 |
Moran Magal |
"Mouth Of History" |
single |
but not really for stronger purpose in walking them. |
30 |
Primal Fear |
"Deep In The Night" |
Deep In The Night +1 |
"I will sleep with a clear conscience / I will sleep in peace." |
31 |
Sacred Outcry |
"The City Of Stone" |
Towers of Gold |
One of these is a declaration, one a hope. |
32 |
Feuerschwanz |
"Uruk-Hai" |
Fegefeuer |
The gap between the two is not the way to measure yourself. |
33 |
Skálmöld |
"Verðandi" |
Verðandi +1 |
The argument for courage is not a promise of reward |
34 |
Fortíð |
"Uppskera" |
single |
but precisely the realization that you cannot base moral actions on speculative outcomes. |
35 |
Skar |
"Pump House" |
single |
Moral reasoning is not retroactive. |
36 |
Sarayasign |
"When All Lights Go Out" |
single |
In the modern retelling of the picture-tearing fable, she holds up a green rectangle. |
37 |
GUNGIRE |
"Summer Lover" |
single |
We can comp in different images for each audience cohort, |
38 |
peanut butters |
"Girl Is a Hard Rocker" |
single |
and see which ones maximize retention from the ads before the song to after. |
39 |
PIGGS |
"ワイルドサイドを歩け" |
YOU KNOW ME 2 |
With only a little CGI effort we can probably dub in other songs, too. |
40 |
Rhythmic Toy World |
"CHAMPION ROAD" |
single |
Once she raises the rectangle in front of her face we don't even have to adjust the video. |
41 |
nano.RIPE |
"光のない街" |
single |
But Sinéad wasn't trying to sell us anything, |
42 |
Momoiro Clover Z |
"Re:volution" |
single |
not even a fantasy of herself. |
43 |
CHiCO |
"光のありか" |
single |
"Fight the real enemy", she said. |
44 |
*Luna |
"NPC" |
single |
The real enemy isn't the Pope, |
45 |
Minnnano Kodomochan |
"しきみ" |
しきみ +1 |
and the fight against abusive power wasn't won when the church apologized. |
46 |
シバノソウ |
"夏で待ってて part.2" |
夏で待ってて part.2 +1 |
"She was right all along", start the most empathetic of the epitaphs other people have quickly written for her, |
47 |
umitachi |
"Ima Wo Ikiru Kimie" |
single |
but this is as obvious as pointing out that she was a good singer and Irish and often shaven-headed. |
48 |
Little Glee Monster |
"今この瞬間を" |
single |
The real enemy is doubting your own truth. |
49 |
The Otals |
"ティーンエイジはきみのもの" |
夏のルール3 |
Sinéad's gift and curse and mission was not correctness, or even consistency. |
50 |
GANG PARADE |
"Träumerei" |
OUR PARADE |
She bore up unevenly under wildly varying stresses, |
51 |
UVERworld |
"ビタースウィート" |
ENIGMASIS |
no less affected than humanly inevitable. |
52 |
KNOCK OUT MONKEY |
"DAY DREAM BELIEVER" |
single |
"You asked if I'm scared / and I said so." |
53 |
かたこと |
"夏風、恋する君と私" |
single |
She wasn't an icon, and if she did anything heroically, it was refusing to be reduced to the iconic or heroic. |
54 |
PLATFORM |
"Oniyanma" |
single |
If there was a moment of terror, I suspect, it came at the beginning, |
55 |
Poppy |
"Knockoff" |
Knockoff +1 |
her beginning, before we knew, when she understood that she had a talent and a chance to use it, |
56 |
Harmony |
"Shoplifting From Nike" |
Shoplifting From Nike +1 |
but no knack or tolerance for compliance. |
57 |
Deidré Barnard |
"BLOND IS" |
single |
The shaved head was a fuck-you for a more easily fucked time, |
58 |
RAAF |
"Oos Wes Tuis Bes" |
single |
the 1987 equivalent of a 2023 Instagram filter that disables the Off button and then refuses to filter anything. |
59 |
Carma |
"Blom in Sy Wese" |
single |
She shouldn't have had to explain that she didn't want what she didn't have, |
60 |
Sandra Groove |
"Lento" |
single |
that was clear. |
61 |
October Project |
"Lost - From the Ghost of Childhood" |
single |
But the other part, less clear and far less obvious, |
62 |
Laur Elle |
"Easy Way Out" |
Easy Way Out +2 |
is that all of this was never a gospel of simplicity or a prescriptive manual of rebellion. |
63 |
HUNNY |
"solo" |
solo +2 |
"The Emperor's New Clothes" is only trenchant for a few lines towards the end of the lyrics. |
64 |
Sedona |
"Touch & Go" |
single |
The first two-thirds of the text are storytelling and clarity, |
65 |
RIELL |
"Happy For You" |
Happy For You 5 |
moments from an undecided life, |
66 |
Cassadee Pope |
"Almost There" |
Almost There +2 |
and the glorious final minute and a half of the song are wordless, |
67 |
Carantoña |
"「OP.2」El Olvido" |
Entraña 5 |
a regally unhurried coda that lets the words and resistances and frailties all go. |
68 |
Zia Victoria |
"'05 Baby" |
05 BABY |
After everything, during everything, she kept both singing and letting go. |
69 |
Baby Queen |
"We Can Be Anything" |
We Can Be Anything +1 |
Even after she changed her own name to something else, she kept her voice as Sinéad, |
70 |
FIZZ |
"Close One" |
Close One +2 |
not as a character to play, but as a piece of herself she had allowed to become inextricable. |
71 |
Tycho Jones |
"Missing in Action" |
Negative Space 3 |
We try to make beauty out of pain, |
72 |
Polo Nandez |
"Quién Me Diría" |
single |
but in doing so, whether we succeed or not, we also immortalize that pain. |
73 |
Gwilym |
"da/drwg" |
rhan dau 6 |
Tearing the picture of the Pope shuffled Sinéad's timelines after that point in many ways, |
74 |
Forgetting69 |
"Lunod" |
single |
some predictable and some not, |
75 |
CG5 |
"THX" |
single |
but the one thing all subsequent eventualities shared was that the picture could not be untorn. |
76 |
Wilbur Music |
"Please Never Fall in Love Again" |
single |
Bravery isn't about risk or reward, it's the acceptance of the irreversibility of time. |
77 |
Geographer |
"The Burning Handle" |
The Burning Handle +3 |
It is the willingness to commit an action. |
78 |
death's dynamic shroud |
"The Bleeding Of The Sun" |
single |
Brave music need not be controversial or confessional, |
79 |
The Catalina |
"Safe to Say" |
Safe to Say +1 |
it only has to be indelible. The danger is saying anything. |
80 |
The Menzingers |
"There's No Place In This World For Me" |
single |
Your peril is not anonymity or misplacement, |
81 |
The Mountain Goats |
"Clean Slate" |
single |
it is that you may not be forgotten. |
82 |
Noah Kahan |
"Dial Drunk (with Post Malone)" |
single |
"Through their own words they will be exposed." |
83 |
Scarlxrd |
"Shadxws." |
Made In Hell |
That them is us, is only ever us. |
84 |
Knosis |
"神喰" |
single |
But "Through your own words you will be exposed" is not a threat, |
85 |
Frontières |
"Nightmares" |
single |
it's just a confirmation prompt offered as a cautionary reminder. |
86 |
Devlin |
"No Safety" |
No Safety +1 |
Maybe it sounds mean, but I really don't think so. |
87 |
Kozzie |
"Not the Guy" |
Koz the Kid 3 6 |
Singing is dangerous. |
88 |
Bob Vylan |
"Dream Big" |
single |
Dreaming is dangerous, riding mopeds is dangerous. |
89 |
Zulu Mkhathini |
"SHAYIMOTO" |
single |
All of your years, 27 or 56 or 100, are made up of days. |
90 |
Remote control |
"Maphodisa(MRSA & KAIVA)" |
single |
Some days we manage to make small amounts of beauty out of slightly larger amounts of pain, |
91 |
Hitler SA Massive Production |
"Tshokolo (Mogamaphiri x Hitler SA)" |
single |
and some days we just hurt, to no apparent end. |
92 |
Oska Minda Ka Borena Music |
"Maatla o loba" |
single |
Some tranquil days we spend on the beach collecting what seem to us like glittering shards of joy, uncomplicated by association or expectation, |
93 |
Alaska Mafia Family |
"Pelo" |
single |
and some storm days we're stuck inside reading about the shipwrecks from which those shards must have come. |
94 |
Son of Africa |
"Mveliso (Mpumelelo)" |
single |
"There's been days like this before, you know", Sinéad said in "Jump in the River", an honest song about doubt and conviction. |
95 |
abafana baka mgqumeni |
"Kusho Abobaby" |
Kusho Abobaby +1 |
Maybe she finally made this irreversible decision, but all of our choices are irreversible for ourselves. |
96 |
Bobomfanawepiki |
"Load shedding" |
single |
It was not her job to lead us. |
97 |
JAIVA ZIMNIKE |
"NTABA EZIKUDE" |
INSAMBATHEKA |
The days continue, without her except as we carry her with us. |
98 |
OMACEKECEKE ABASHAA |
"Sobulwa yizo insizwa - Radio Edit" |
single |
Each day poses this challenge again, for us and all the songs we have ever heard, |
99 |
Murlo |
"Pearl" |
single |
ours now regardless of their singers' regrets or fates, |
100 |
julek ploski |
"Calypso" |
single |
shards of beauty and pain and joy that might yet be reassembled |
101 |
B.Michaael |
"They Melted" |
single |
into some new shape they never saw in themselves. |
102 |
Natalie Gioia |
"Till The Sun Is Up High" |
Till The Sun Is Up High +1 |
The day starts again if you let it, |
103 |
Emma Hewitt |
"CHILDREN - Extended Solarstone Pure Mix" |
CHILDREN 2 |
everything wild and new before it gets spun into any familiar ordeal. |
104 |
Juliana Hatfield |
"Can't Get It Out Of My Head" |
single |
You see a mermaid for a second on a wave, and maybe it changes your life, but only if you have nothing else fleeting to fall in love with. |
105 |
First to Eleven |
"Dance The Night" |
single |
The mermaid's version is very different: |
106 |
Our Last Night |
"Iris" |
single |
she gave up forever to touch the air, and then a second later finds herself back underwater, |
107 |
Sierra Annie |
"Red - Sierra's Version" |
single |
listening to other mermaids tell her how to retell her story. |
108 |
ChuggaBoom |
"Barbie Girl" |
single |
But of course she knew they would. |
109 |
Sinéad O'Connor |
"Jump in the River - 2009 Remaster" |
I Do Not Want What I Haven't Got |
One day they will say that she was right all along, probably, maybe. |
110 |
Sinéad O'Connor |
"The Emperor's New Clothes - 2009 Remaster" |
I Do Not Want What I Haven't Got |
For now she smiles at them, and swims away. |
111 |
The Edge |
"Heroine" |
So Far: The Best of Sinéad O'Connor |
Up. |