1 |
Hitsujibungaku |
"永遠のブルー" |
single |
I spent years learning tiny amounts of painstaking Japanese, |
2 |
あたらよ |
"憂い桜" |
single |
ways of falling tentatively in love with a character at a time, |
3 |
Czecho No Republic |
"STORY" |
single |
with an anime bridge or a kind of tea I didn't know, |
4 |
Hakubi |
"Eye" |
single |
with mundane and structural things, |
5 |
MyDearDarlin' |
"Your Voice" |
single |
with voices, syllables. |
6 |
都内某所 |
"ハバナイスデーイ" |
ハバナイスデーイ +1 |
Most of it I forget, and even the bits I half-remember, I distrust. |
7 |
Crispy Camera Club |
"待ち合わせは月の下で" |
single |
I might, rarely, have a guess at half of a line of a Japanese song, just from hearing it, |
8 |
AFTER SQUALL |
"So What!" |
RAKUEN |
but no confidence that, when I look it up, I'll be right. |
9 |
Yabai T-Shirts Yasan |
"職務質問 〜1日に2回も〜" |
Tank-top Flower for Friends |
But fluency was never realistically my ambition. |
10 |
The Otals |
"アメリカはまだ夜の中" |
Farewell, Our Cabbagefields 6 |
I am not trying to absorb our cultural differences, |
11 |
Aya Hirano |
"Sorairo Days - From CrosSing" |
Sorairo Days - From CrosSing +1 |
I am only trying to reach the point where I can, with reasonable effort, |
12 |
Finally |
"Love me for who I am" |
single |
just barely understand what they maybe are. |
13 |
lynch. |
"ECLIPSE" |
REBORN |
I had to look up 永遠, which means "eternal". |
14 |
NIGAI |
"replica" |
single |
I had to look up "Hitsujibungaku" (羊文学), which means "Sheep Literature". |
15 |
Ad Infinitum |
"From the Ashes" |
From the Ashes +3 |
I had to look up the lyrics to "永遠のブルー", which means "Eternal Blue", |
16 |
Memoremains |
"In The Dark" |
single |
and I don't know why they wrote "ブルー" as the borrowed English word "Blue" in phonetic katakana script |
17 |
Elysion |
"Raid The Universe" |
Raid The Universe +1 |
instead of 青 in kanji, and maybe it's important. |
18 |
Alwaid |
"Illuyanka" |
Twelve Daemons |
I didn't spot-translate any of "永遠のブルー" from just hearing it, |
19 |
Liv Kristine |
"River Of Diamonds" |
single |
and that's normal and doesn't usually faze me, |
20 |
Velkhanos |
"Gunpowder" |
single |
but it's my favorite song ever for now, |
21 |
Moyra |
"Unleashed Spirits" |
OMEN |
and I keep playing it over and over and then eventually for whatever reason I have to stop, |
22 |
LYRRE |
"Crown" |
single |
and I want to be able to keep singing it in my head as I walk away, |
23 |
Hanging Garden |
"The Garden" |
The Garden +2 |
and so I needed to find at least some part of it I could understand without merely memorizing some new noises. |
24 |
Koburg |
"Beauty in the Fight" |
single |
I recognize 愛, for love, when it's written, and it's "Ai" when you say it, so maybe I should have been able to hear |
25 |
Djunah |
"Hallway" |
Femina Furens |
愛をしてるから as "because I am in love". "Ai wo shiteru kara...". |
26 |
Iress |
"Ricochet" |
single |
I would have been wrong, but not too badly wrong, if I had tried to say this idea myself, |
27 |
Lesath |
"There is a profound sense in which we are isolated" |
There is a profound sense in which we are isolated |
but I know what the prepositions and infinitives mean if you put them in the right order for me. |
28 |
An Danzza |
"Fólkvangr (Freya's Abode)" |
single |
So there's my line: "Because I am in love." "Ai wo shiteru kara..." |
29 |
GALNERYUS |
"BRAVEHEARTS" |
BETWEEN DREAD AND VALOR |
If you walked past me this week and I seemed ethereal and lost, that's why. |
30 |
Grimgotts |
"Until Dawn" |
single |
I was singing half of a line of this song to myself to hold my heart together until I could play it again, |
31 |
Powerwolf |
"No Prayer At Midnight" |
No Prayer At Midnight +2 |
still, again, 今も, even now. |
32 |
Elvenking |
"Bride of Night" |
Bride of Night +2 |
They have names, the three women in Hitsujibungaku, |
33 |
Narnia |
"Hold On" |
Hold On +1 |
I could probably learn what they are. |
34 |
Omnium Gatherum |
"Slasher" |
single |
I've been listening to them for almost 5 years, |
35 |
Enslaved |
"Behind The Mirror" |
Heimdal |
and in that time they've made at least 3 of my favorite songs ever. |
36 |
Black & Damned |
"Hyena's Call" |
single |
But I need their songs more than they need my love, I think. |
37 |
Marras |
"Musta Heijastin" |
single |
80,000 people in Tokyo have listened to them on Spotify in the last month. |
38 |
Liturgy |
"Before I Knew the Truth" |
single |
They are witnessed. They will not be forgotten. |
39 |
Spirit Possession |
"Orthodox Weapons" |
single |
Their songs are heard by people who understand them completely. |
40 |
Majesties |
"Verdant Paths to Radiance" |
Vast Reaches Unclaimed |
I could walk among them as a politely tolerated intrusion, |
41 |
CHTHONIC |
"護國山" |
single |
albeit one that is sometimes capable of comprehending public-transit announcement, |
42 |
Cradle Of Filth |
"She is a Fire" |
single |
but love is only rarely a symmetric exchange. |
43 |
The 69 Eyes |
"Death of Darkness" |
single |
Mostly it is a substance we uncontrollably exude. |
44 |
Deathstars |
"Midnight Party" |
Midnight Party +1 |
It mixes with nitrogen in a layer around the surface of the world |
45 |
Symphony Of Sweden |
"Down And Counting" |
Get Out Of My Mind 4 |
to coax it past habitable to ecstatic. |
46 |
Demons Down |
"Where Will Our Tears Fall" |
single |
It holds us poised on the brinks of despair. |
47 |
Stormwarning |
"Satellite Falling" |
single |
It triangulates our emotional position to within a single hope. |
48 |
A.C.T |
"Digging a Hole" |
Falling |
It dissipates self-refillingly as we wrap it around ourselves. |
49 |
Ihsahn |
"Dom Andra" |
Dom Andra +1 |
You could begin half your sentences with "Because I am in love", |
50 |
Haken |
"Sempiternal Beings" |
Fauna |
and maybe in doing so identify the other half that would be better unsaid. |
51 |
Tnne |
"Dreaming Awake" |
Life 3.0 |
And so, eventually, with the feeling of pulling something foreign out of my chest so wrenchingly |
52 |
RPWL |
"A Cold Spring Day in '22" |
single |
that I don't know how all the blood stays circling inside, |
53 |
Seelenkraft |
"Wir Alle - Single Edit" |
single |
I stop hitting the back-arrow and let the rest of these songs play, too. |
54 |
ENGST |
"Was Wäre Wenn" |
Was Wäre Wenn +3 |
They are also about love, even the ones that are about sorrow or darkness or other ways of saying "forever". |
55 |
Marathonmann |
"1985" |
1985 +2 |
I'm in love with a Polish melodeath band who seem to be more popular in Finland than Poland. |
56 |
Kirkkovene |
"Se on kuin yö" |
single |
I'm in love with a French melodic metal band I thought were Belgian, |
57 |
kanon |
"Angels" |
single |
but I've seen lovable Eiffel Towers in both of those countries. |
58 |
Brevin Kim |
"Ghost" |
single |
I'm in love, demonstrably, with hundreds of bands who don't have the self-awareness |
59 |
toast |
"take it slow" |
single |
to avoid sounding like pompous idiots in their own third-person autobiographies, |
60 |
Thanks! I Hate It |
"Opossum! My Possum!" |
Lovers Lane |
and hundreds more too paralyzed by that self-awareness to admit what they dream about. |
61 |
Can't Swim |
""can you help me?"" |
Thanks but No Thanks |
I'm in love with unhurriable progressive rock discursions and tense emo pleas, |
62 |
Daughter |
"Swim Back" |
single |
and apparently every phenotype of gothic. |
63 |
Tanukichan |
"Escape" |
GIZMO |
Some of these songs are even in English, |
64 |
Monteperdido |
"MARCA 52" |
Daño Físico |
but I can't say it often matters as much as it might. |
65 |
Annacrusa |
"Ver la belleza caer" |
La Espina |
It may be gloomily tempting to imagine that your love is never instrumental. |
66 |
Marta Movidas |
"Por el humo se sabe dónde está el fuego" |
Yunque 4 |
Don't all of these bands have fans other than me? |
67 |
Pan |
"Luminiscencia" |
single |
Music, we might be far from the first to argue, |
68 |
Cora Yako |
"Souvenirs" |
Souvenirs +2 |
exists most properly between friends in a room, |
69 |
Lanterns on the Lake |
"The Likes Of Us" |
single |
or at least between unvirtual bodies who could potentially be friends before the music finishes. |
70 |
Momma |
"Bang Bang" |
single |
Doesn't streaming dehumanize this, isolating each of us to be preyed upon by cynical algorithms and adamantine hyenas? |
71 |
girlhouse |
"worth it" |
single |
Doesn't sunlight exist, we might as well ask, to tempt us with the cursed skin of strangers? |
72 |
boygenius |
"Not Strong Enough" |
the record 4 |
The penurious definitional restriction of joy |
73 |
CHROMA |
"Don't Mind Me" |
single |
produces an abundant economy of fear. |
74 |
Sinta |
"Tabi" |
single |
We do not create communities through ruthless elimination of otherness, |
75 |
Yves Tumor |
"Heaven Surrounds Us Like a Hood" |
single |
or the recursive iteration of barricades within barricades, |
76 |
JACKIE EXTREME |
"THE MINES" |
ONYX |
any more than we build cities by drilling industriously away from the air. |
77 |
Skofee |
"Mad At You" |
Joyland 6 |
Home is not a place to never leave, |
78 |
Demi Lovato |
"Still Alive - From the Original Motion Picture Scream VI" |
single |
it is a way you react to whatever you find |
79 |
Mimi Webb |
"Freezing" |
Amelia |
when you go everywhere else. |
80 |
Safree |
"White Lotus (Arte II)" |
single |
We learn everything a tiny shard of dubious comprehension at a time: |
81 |
Edurne |
"Fresas & Champán" |
single |
languages, paths, excuses, |
82 |
Efecto Mariposa |
"Laberinto de Cristal" |
single |
the thinnest membranes between history and gossip, |
83 |
Juli |
"Gehen oder bleiben" |
Gehen oder bleiben +2 |
between exuberant freedom and glib disregard. |
84 |
Wild Fire |
"Just Friends" |
single |
We deny love with love, as if we have only one force, |
85 |
Jennifer Zamudio |
"Kom Terug" |
single |
but a thousand garish outfits |
86 |
Priscilla Block |
"Couple Spring Breaks Back" |
single |
and a plan for an empire in which everybody dresses like this. |
87 |
Travis Denning |
"Strawberry Wine And A Cheap Six Pack" |
single |
Love is perfect, but not precious. |
88 |
Alana Springsteen |
"shoulder to cry on" |
shoulder to cry on +1 |
Home is a name for the spaces in which you have forgotten how to lose yourself, |
89 |
Loreen |
"Tattoo" |
single |
as if you could breathe all the air until there is nothing. |
90 |
Henna Uoti |
"Parantajat" |
single |
I'm in love with sour Finnish candy B brought back from the North Pole |
91 |
Linney |
"With You (with Morgin Madison)" |
Desert Dream 6 |
and sugary LA pop EDM I got from nobody |
92 |
Monika |
"I'm Nothing Without You" |
single |
and Greek drama that ought to be their Eurovision entry. |
93 |
Medusa |
"Anlarsın" |
single |
You can't look Medusa in the "ı"s |
94 |
Aishe |
"Bıraktım Geride" |
single |
but it's never too late to walk away: |
95 |
Moyann |
"Feelings" |
Feelings +1 |
somewhere warm |
96 |
Derivakat |
"Nightmare" |
single |
or sharp-edged, |
97 |
D Double E |
"Mobb Mentality" |
single |
close streets |
98 |
Steg G |
"Demons" |
single |
or big countries, |
99 |
Nwaiiza |
"I Want The Night" |
single |
dark or alight. |
100 |
Makhadzi |
"Tsini Tsini" |
single |
You spend years learning tiny amounts of everything, even if you try not to, |
101 |
Emanuele Esposito |
"Amazwe" |
single |
until every song you've never heard reminds you of something you knew in high school: |
102 |
Ithole leNdidane |
"Ubaba ka Uyah" |
single |
Zoolook or Scatterlings |
103 |
Bruce Cockburn |
"Us All" |
single |
or Stealing Fire. |
104 |
Robin Lane |
"Dirt Road to Heaven" |
Dirt Road to Heaven |
Everything sounds a little like welcome home |
105 |
Trench Dogs |
"Skulldug and Headsick" |
Stockholmiana |
for a reason. |
106 |
Skids |
"Destination Düsseldorf" |
single |
The bands your dead heroes used to be in make new albums. |
107 |
Savage Cut |
"They Didnae Tell Me That" |
single |
Somebody builds a bridge where there used to be faeries. |
108 |
The Alarm |
"Forwards" |
single |
The guy that took the place of your dead hero goes back to his own band. |
109 |
Hoshiko Yamane |
"A Daily Unreality" |
Reflections |
Hyperborea |
110 |
Simon McCorry |
"Storm" |
single |
or why you quit the cello once you got a record-player |
111 |
Violet Cold |
"Neold" |
single |
and headphones. |
112 |
Puppet |
"Ignorant Fool" |
single |
Music isn't a sacred grove where we gather in coarse robes on a single night a year. |
113 |
FalKKonE |
"Sorairo Days (From "Gurren Lagann")" |
Sorairo Days (From "Gurren Lagann") +2 |
We create communities by effusive citizenship in the moving states of constant renewal. |
114 |
Our Last Night |
"golden hour" |
single |
We buy concert tickets for our children, and drive them to the lights, |
115 |
UMC |
"Flowers" |
Flowers +1 |
and then drive home blasting covers we know would infuriate them. |
116 |
Rain Paris |
"Dark Horse" |
single |
You should know what you're falling for. Are you ready for, ready for, |
117 |
Nicoletta Rosellini |
"Over the Hills and Far Away" |
single |
because you are in love, everything? |