1 |
Issa |
"The Night It Rained Forever" |
Queen of Broken Hearts |
The universes are inside of us, |
2 |
Secret Sphere |
"Against All the Odds" |
Lifeblood |
endless and tireless and restless, |
3 |
Orden Ogan |
"Interstellar" |
Final Days |
infinite and empty and lit by faint but innumerable sources. |
4 |
Arion |
"I Love to Be Your Enemy" |
I Love to Be Your Enemy +3 |
Blood careens around, |
5 |
Bloodbound |
"Creatures of the Dark Realm" |
Creatures of the Dark Realm +1 |
frenetic gyroscopy inclining us out of our planes of rest, |
6 |
Dark The Suns |
"The Secrets of Time" |
single |
humming in demon whispers. |
7 |
In Victory |
"The Pulse of the Heart" |
single |
We are the prevalent fauna of rhythm and recurrent vertigo, |
8 |
Secret Rule |
"Black Swan" |
single |
defined and united by the terrified conviction that we are each unique, |
9 |
Heart Healer |
"Awake" |
The Metal Opera by Magnus Karlsson |
and thus irreplaceable, |
10 |
Skarlett Riot |
"Stronger" |
single |
and thus entitled to ludicrous deference. |
11 |
Against The Current |
"weapon" |
weapon +1 |
And so we fight these silent involute wars |
12 |
Air Drawn Dagger |
"My Murder of Crows" |
single |
inside the tenuous boundaries of our selves: |
13 |
Lovebites |
"NO TIME TO HESITATE" |
GLORY, GLORY, TO THE WORLD |
against the tendency to measure our own anticipatory fears against other people's accomplished fates; |
14 |
Vertex in Origin |
"rewind" |
Side-by-Side |
against hesitation on the event horizon; |
15 |
MeltnooM |
"madakimito" |
single |
against sentimental capitulation where braver love could have saved us; |
16 |
#2i2 |
"SCAR" |
single |
against manic grace. |
17 |
Wolpis Carter |
"Overseas Highway" |
single |
Difference binds us. |
18 |
INUWASI |
"Burnt sienna" |
Thanatos 5 |
We sing to each other primarily of the shared permeability of air, |
19 |
FINLANDS |
"Love song" |
single |
and thus inherently of how we are each not yet doomed, |
20 |
Ivy to Fraudulent Game |
"御伽" |
single |
and so we are most human in the moments when we strain to hear the notes of a distant unfamiliar song, |
21 |
RADWIMPS |
"Hakujitsu - 10 years version" |
2+0+2+1+3+1+1= 10 years 10 songs |
and most receptive to rapture when we realize it is coming closer. |
22 |
Fullkawa Honpo |
"yol" |
single |
Joy nears. |
23 |
Twin Shadow |
"Johnny & Jonnie" |
single |
Joy surrounds, contracts, infuses. |
24 |
Finde Fantasma |
"Telarañas" |
single |
If we have learned to welcome joy, these moments are perfect. |
25 |
La Mafia Canalla |
"Buffy Cazavampiros" |
single |
If we have learned to recognize joy, we may be rewarded with a near-constant thrill. |
26 |
From the Abyss |
"PERSONA" |
CURES 4 |
But recognizing and welcoming joys are acquired skills, not genetic traits, |
27 |
UNMASK aLIVE |
"KARMA" |
UNMASK aLIVE II (My mother is "CAT") |
and negotiating this teeming semi-civilization without them is tenuous and terrifying. |
28 |
the GazettE |
"BLINDING HOPE" |
single |
How do we reach someone whose only coping mechanism, |
29 |
Gyze |
"Voyage of the Future" |
Voyage of the Future +1 |
in every moment of possible contact, |
30 |
VOLA |
"24 Light-Years" |
24 Light-Years +2 |
is DON'T TOUCH ME? |
31 |
Thy Catafalque |
"Erdgeist" |
single |
We know how to write songs about fearing change |
32 |
Paysage D'Hiver |
"Äschä" |
single |
more than fearing death, |
33 |
Tales of Dhvaras |
"Three Winters Black" |
single |
but we don't know how to change a mind |
34 |
Stortregn |
"Timeless Splendor" |
Impermanence |
that thinks change is the worse option. |
35 |
The Crown |
"Beyond the Frail" |
Royal Destroyer |
And this is how we can be so beautiful, |
36 |
Rise to the Sky |
"See Me Fall Down" |
Let Me Drown With You |
each and in every combination, |
37 |
Dust Moth |
"Annular Eclipse" |
Rising // Sailing |
and yet end up with racists and murders and solipsists and nihilists |
38 |
Naevius |
"BITCH" |
single |
among us, shattered, |
39 |
Dead by April |
"Heartbeat Failing" |
single |
tearing through us where their broken edges |
40 |
Amartia |
"Lose Control" |
Daylight Beauty |
touch and dim our radiant skin. |
41 |
Ronnie Atkins |
"Subjugated" |
One Shot |
The only weapon we really have is love, |
42 |
dArtagnan |
"Feuer & Flamme" |
single |
and it has the power to cut through any armor wrapped around an open heart, |
43 |
Chez Kane |
"All of It" |
Chez Kane |
but nothing more. |
44 |
Sunstorm |
"One Step Closer" |
Afterlife |
If you love nothing, you are lost, but invulnerable in consolation. |
45 |
Gary Numan |
"I Am Screaming" |
I Am Screaming +2 |
The essential gothic impulse is the rueful yearning |
46 |
Laura Les |
"Haunted" |
single |
of the romantic |
47 |
i9bonsai |
"a buhgs ##lyf" |
single |
for the unattainable imaginary perfection |
48 |
Sullii |
"completely" |
me and my absent mind again |
of needing no love, |
49 |
Emma Blackery |
"Crying" |
single |
and being loved for exactly that. |
50 |
Future Teens |
"Bizarre Affection" |
Deliberately Alive 5 |
The rest of us remember indelible nights in majestically unremarkable neighborhood parks, |
51 |
pizzagirl |
"car freshener aftershave" |
single |
and new songs that remind us of old songs about the passwords to our shell accounts, |
52 |
Sŵnami |
"Theatr" |
Theatr / Uno, Cydio, Tanio 2 |
and the five Welsh words you can use in Scrabble where "w" is a vowel. |
53 |
Neoni |
"Where We Rise" |
single |
In our weakest moments, we may take the villain's proffered hand, |
54 |
KEiiNO |
"UNBREAKABLE" |
single |
but even in our strongest moments we cannot occupy their vacated throne. |
55 |
Processor |
"Through This" |
single |
The marble is smooth and cold, |
56 |
Rey Pila |
"Steps, Pt. 1 - Plano Remix" |
single |
better as floor than chair, |
57 |
Odonis Odonis |
"Salesmen" |
Salesmen / Get Out 2 |
better for reverb and dancing |
58 |
Individualist |
"Lakydoe Bit" |
Lakydoe Bit +2 |
than austerity and dominance. |
59 |
Hidden Citizens |
"Goin' In" |
Construo 5 |
Joy is unruly, |
60 |
Angusraze |
"For Everyone" |
single |
and thus antithetical to autocracy. |
61 |
Youth Code |
"Claw / Crawl" |
A Skeleton Key in the Doors of Depression |
Justice marches, |
62 |
Tony Allen |
"Cosmosis" |
single |
but then it hears a distant song, coming closer, |
63 |
Chinko Ekun |
"Jafafa" |
single |
and the assembled hosts of truth disperse, |
64 |
Semi Tee |
"Lomshini" |
single |
flashmobbing in reverse, |
65 |
Mbosso |
"Yes" |
Definition of Love |
distracted from our tasks by how we look in our bright armor, |
66 |
Nina Roz |
"Mbikooye" |
single |
metal against skin, |
67 |
Ballaké Sissoko |
"Kora" |
single |
by exactly how we move as we approach and retreat, |
68 |
Toumani Diabaté |
"Mamadou Kanda Keita" |
Mamadou Kanda Keita +1 |
and by how we imagine each other without this armor after the war. |
69 |
Lisa Gerrard |
"Noyalain (Burn)" |
single |
Joy is also our sporadic momentary weakness. |
70 |
Erik Ekholm |
"Apeiron" |
single |
But the universes are inside of us, still. |
71 |
Ronski Speed |
"Roxy" |
Roxy +1 |
As fast as we scatter, |
72 |
Omnia |
"Elektra" |
Elektra +1 |
we recur. |
73 |
Alessandro Cortini |
"CHIAROSCURO" |
single |
Our spinning blood resets us, |
74 |
Hallelujah The Hills |
"More of a Comet Than a Quasar" |
single |
and we look into each other's fantastically unexpected and unanticipatable eyes, |
75 |
Blutengel |
"Down in the Park" |
Fountain of Destiny |
and remember that we are lovers |
76 |
K-OS |
"Just What I Needed" |
single |
in perfume and ribbons. |
77 |
Tkay Maidza |
"Where Is My Mind?" |
single |
Our fears will collapse, |
78 |
Anbaric |
"(Don't Fear) The Reaper" |
single |
will retreat, |
79 |
Deine Lakaien |
"Dust in the Wind" |
single |
will give us back our moments. |
80 |
Left Hand Solution |
"Jolene" |
single |
It is not that we yearn for heartbreak, |
81 |
Our Last Night |
"willow" |
single |
it's that we accept the consequences of awe. |
82 |
Fly By Nightcore |
"Such Great Heights (Switching Vocals)" |
single |
This is how we can even be beautiful in reductive pixelation |
83 |
Blutengel |
"Nobody's Diary" |
Fountain of Destiny |
and bombastic exaggeration, |
84 |
Secret Sphere |
"Life Survivors" |
Lifeblood |
and joylessness can be light-swallowingly dull in any amount of pointlessly leaved gold. |
85 |
Issa |
"Queen of Broken Hearts" |
Queen of Broken Hearts |
Don't walk away. Let me hear you. Let us hear each other. |
86 |
Aedliga |
"Don't Leave" |
Don't Leave +1 |
Every word we say is true, and they all say don't leave. |