1 |
Lotus Thief |
"Libation Bearers" |
single |
The year could just keep indefinitely going, and I would barely be surprised, |
2 |
Neverlight |
"Of Flame and Ash" |
The Quiet Room |
each week half as many new songs to consider but somehow the same number irresistible, |
3 |
Teodasia |
"Hysteria" |
single |
until in week 78 there is nothing I don't love, |
4 |
Circus of Fools |
"Eris (To the Fairest One)" |
single |
the universe and I reconciled and converged. |
5 |
Mindmaze |
"Slave to the Cycle" |
single |
Which suggests, probably, that I could just abandon the outside flow of time entirely, |
6 |
DEATH'S-HEAD AND THE SPACE ALLUSION |
"Shrouded Stars" |
single |
and instead run it back and forth over itself, |
7 |
Crashing Atlas |
"The Light" |
single |
or pick a random week from history for every week of life, |
8 |
As December Falls |
"From the Start" |
single |
or hold the week fixed and live it as a different self for seven days at a time. |
9 |
First to Eleven |
"Adam's Song" |
single |
It doesn't feel like we're dying, |
10 |
CANDY GO!GO! |
"Find it !" |
The last of days (TYPE A) 3 |
and this denial is maybe ultimately all I ask from any impetus. |
11 |
Hold out Hope |
"Nightmare" |
single |
I used to rush towards lists, towards reduction and letting go |
12 |
Yanakoto Sotto Mute |
"Into Yours" |
single |
of everything but 10. Or 20. |
13 |
COJIRASE THE TRIP |
"Konnichiwassup" |
four |
Or 100, and now I see how none of these were letting go at all. |
14 |
EMPiRE |
"I have a chance!!" |
the GREAT JOURNEY ALBUM |
Hoarding is not a quantitative threshold. |
15 |
Maneki Kecak |
"共通項" |
あるわけないの |
I am none of these women, |
16 |
IRONBUNNY |
"Infinite Mirror" |
single |
none of these soaring notes, |
17 |
postman |
"セレクティブサンクション" |
single |
none of this haltingly rendered transliteration, |
18 |
BIGMAMA |
"誰が為のレクイエム" |
Roclassick〜the Last〜 |
none of these fragile bells, |
19 |
Halo at Yojohan |
"イノセント・プレイ" |
イノセント・プレイ / ナラク / 花飾りのうた 3 |
none of this hesitant grace. |
20 |
kobore |
"ボーイズアンドガールズ" |
single |
And so our absences will not be the lack of these songs, |
21 |
culenasm |
"Whale cry" |
In your fragrance |
will not be silences without them, |
22 |
MAKE MY DAY |
"Fragment" |
single |
will not be a surrender of anything these anthems defended. |
23 |
ROTTENGRAFFTY |
"ハレルヤ" |
ハレルヤ +2 |
The opposite of judgment is not chaos, it is love, |
24 |
Unreqvited |
"Pale" |
single |
in the same way that the opposite of chaos is not predestiny, but love as well. |
25 |
LUNA SEA |
"Pulse" |
CROSS |
Maybe all of this time has been this one same year, |
26 |
Thy Catafalque |
"Tsitsushka" |
single |
twisted into coastlines along an anticipated shore, |
27 |
Unhold |
"Barren" |
single |
stalked by shattered oblivions |
28 |
Munknörr |
"Nauthiz" |
Rúnaákall |
or those fish that look like angels from above |
29 |
Drakum |
"Urashima" |
single |
and the sky from below. |
30 |
Nylithia |
"Born Machines" |
Goddamn Type 1 5 |
They say the sky keeps going, too, |
31 |
SCARLET |
"Anyway" |
FISHES 4 |
but what would you do with this belief, if you had it? |
32 |
Josie Pace |
"No" |
single |
Its hats will not stay on your head. |
33 |
Player One |
"Five More Minutes" |
Five More Minutes +1 |
Its ecstasies will fold in your hand like smoke. |
34 |
小男孩樂團 |
"Feel The Heat" |
One Thing |
It does not propose an alternate method for living, |
35 |
RUNAGROUND |
"Lose You To Love Me" |
single |
because you cannot live in another being's way, |
36 |
TYGERMYLK |
"Baba O'riley" |
single |
you can only elegantly misunderstand. |
37 |
Jorn |
"Needles and Pins" |
single |
You will be given the illusion of choice |
38 |
LYRA |
"Mother" |
single |
between inextricably linked options you have long since unknowingly preselected. |
39 |
OCTAVIAGRACE |
"Raise a Belief" |
Radiant |
Learning to open your mind is learning to unhinge its lower jaw |
40 |
SPARK SPEAKER |
"Over" |
single |
so your ability to swallow wonder need not be limited by your capacity to chew it. |
41 |
BOY MEETS HARU |
"harukaze" |
boy meets the end 3 |
Another Friday comes, and stands at your door, |
42 |
Master Sword |
"The Final Door" |
The Final Door |
and was last week's love enough to prepare you for more? |
43 |
SpecialThanks |
"Hikari Ni Kaete" |
single |
There has never been a real alternative to falling, |
44 |
MIOYAMAZAKI |
"Singing" |
jya douyattara aishitekurendayo |
not on this rock |
45 |
Andromida |
"Fortitude" |
single |
or the ones in any other nearby sky. |
46 |
Phoenix Rising |
"Lies" |
single |
The phoenix is too smug about its rebirth to wonder where it got these preflown wings, |
47 |
Larkins |
"Flood" |
single |
and what you think defines you alone is right about only the loneliest parts: |
48 |
Human Pyramids |
"The Mighty Atom" |
Power Pose |
a time to spin, and a time to stand at the center of the spinning; |
49 |
Nordvargr |
"Death Closes the Gates of Time and Opens Those of Eternity" |
Daath |
a time to ask serious questions of the guardians of uncoveted realms; |
50 |
Knogjärn |
"Mera Mera" |
single |
a time to make instantly certain lists and check them no more than twice. |
51 |
7xvn |
"NoFaceNoCase.Exe" |
single |
This year could last a minute and still be too long. |
52 |
BVDLVD |
"(DON'T) LOOK AT ME" |
single |
The new year will not be perfected by organizing the fragments of the last one, |
53 |
Mimi Barks |
"Carnifex" |
single |
but by believing again, from the beginning, that all of them have and will be broken and beautiful and horrible and perfect. |