1 |
IKINÄ |
"Tulisilla hiilillä" |
Millenniaalin itsehoito-opas epävarmaan aikuisuuteen |
I grew up knowing mostly the things I could hear on the radio in Dallas, which meant the things everybody knew or a few things that George Gimarc would bring back from somewhere and play late on Sunday nights. |
2 |
Merta |
"Ei enää" |
single |
Thus I grew up believing that Other music was also sung in English and mainly came from the UK. Gimarc didn't go to Finland, so I didn't know any Finnish music. |
3 |
Kirkkovene |
"Kertakäyttöunelmat" |
single |
My parents had a Finnish friend, and she brought us big flat crackers. It never occurred to me to ask her about music. |
4 |
Elli Noise |
"Artífice" |
single |
Mexico was close, in all senses, and obviously the source of the best food, but I don't remember ever thinking of it as a potential source of music. |
5 |
Kamikazee |
"Cahaya" |
Alab 5 |
Canada, on the other hand, was far away and I didn't find out about poutine until way later, but they had Rush and Triumph. |
6 |
UNMASK aLIVE |
"Focus" |
single |
It's OK, it works, you don't have to swallow the whole world at once. |
7 |
BBHF |
"Simple" |
single |
My daughter knows these other places exist much better than I did at her age, but she still wants to listen to the same Alessia Cara album over and over. |
8 |
The Mirraz |
"#Boooooooooots" |
Saturation.Now |
You are formed in some way, by the factors available and your own initially limited ability to integrate them. |
9 |
ラク×ガキ |
"神様の創り方" |
カミサマノツクリカタ 6 |
I subject her to my random endless Japanese crushes sometimes, when I feel like I've heard the Alessia Cara albums enough for one day. |
10 |
codomodragon |
"anonymous" |
anonymous +2 |
This is obviously for my sake, not hers. |
11 |
All Good Soldiers |
"LIBERTY" |
single |
I do feel like it ought to have some tiny cultural value, some trace element of global awareness that might, |
12 |
The Floor |
"ノンフィクション" |
ウェザー |
later in her life, |
13 |
Halo at Yojohan |
"花飾りのうた" |
single |
help her become more curious about the rest of the world more readily than I did. |
14 |
Kiyoshi |
"Reset" |
Kiyoshi4 |
I can imagine that the line about 808s in "Wild Things" will get her interested in drum-machines like hearing Primus made Kiyoshi buy a bass, |
15 |
Tales Of Evening |
"Torn Apart" |
A New Dawn Awaits |
but only really if I pretend that it's me, not her. |
16 |
Sin7sins |
"Prayer For Night Eternal" |
single |
Drum machines are not why she likes Alessia. |
17 |
Sōlborn |
"Lunar Fantasy" |
single |
They're not what I appreciate about Alessia, either, I just like knowing what she's talking about, |
18 |
Derange |
"Zero" |
Senses, Pt. 1 5 |
and wait for my opportunity to offhandedly explain the reference. |
19 |
Sanguine |
"5 Seconds to Midnight" |
single |
But I never had an 808. I had an Alesis HR16. |
20 |
Eleine |
"Mein Herz brennt" |
Mein Herz brennt +1 |
The 808 inspired a revolution and a documentary. |
21 |
Tales Of Evening |
"Halls of Peace" |
A New Dawn Awaits |
The HR16 helped proto-twee indie kids who never learned to drum make songs that sounded like they were made by kids with cheap drum machines who never learned how to drum. |
22 |
Symphony Of Tragedy |
"Rise Again" |
single |
You can't be a role model in retrospect. If I had had Spotify when I was 12, I would definitely have used it to listen to all the Black Sabbath and Judas Priest and Iron Maiden albums, |
23 |
Pretty Maids |
"Undress Your Madness" |
single |
rather than just the few I could afford to buy. |
24 |
Apocalyptica |
"Rise" |
single |
My daughter doesn't have to decide whether to spend a limited allowance on an Alessia Cara EP, or a collaboration single with Bastille. |
25 |
Faun |
"Aschenbrödel" |
single |
But this, like everything else about 2019 that would seem transformational or terrifying if I sent it back in time to 1979, |
26 |
Leah |
"Light of the World" |
single |
is just how her world is to her, no more or less extraordinary than my world of D&D and Mattel Electronics Football would have been to my father in 1949. |
27 |
Voyager |
"Entropy" |
Colours in the Sun |
We start with whatever exists, |
28 |
Wilderun |
"Far from Where Dreams Unfurl" |
Veil of Imagination |
and then our own legends begin. |
29 |
Schammasch |
"A Paradigm of Beauty" |
single |
Racists misunderstand globalism as a form of nihilism, |
30 |
King |
"Star" |
single |
because racism is nihilism flavored with narcissism, |
31 |
Massemord |
"Alas! The Lord is Dead" |
Gravkammer 2 |
and globalism is a threat to the smugness that is narcissism's only comforting mode. |
32 |
Litterbox Massacre |
"Red Dot Mystery" |
single |
Self-aware nihilism is a profoundly comic existential reaction. |
33 |
7xvn |
"D!rt Ant!que" |
single |
Globalism is extrapolated self-awareness, |
34 |
Ptwiggs |
"Worth It" |
single |
in the same way that atheism is essentialized self-awareness. |
35 |
Easter |
"Better" |
single |
Other people do not exist in competition with you, |
36 |
Digitalism |
"Wish I Was There" |
single |
neither individually nor collectively. |
37 |
Rothko |
"The Day After Your Death" |
Refuge for Abandoned Souls |
They do not die that you might live longer, |
38 |
Cuva |
"Close" |
single |
or subsist that you might thrive. |
39 |
Clock Opera |
"Carousel" |
single |
That is how no orbiting mechanism operates. |
40 |
Sudan Archives |
"Limitless" |
Athena |
My daughter is watching YouTube bullet-journal layout tips from some girl in Norway. She has infinities |
41 |
Loote |
"All the Fucking Time" |
single |
that I did not, and they exempt her from basically nothing. |
42 |
Caveboy |
"I Wonder" |
single |
The world has been drawn together with wires and wavelengths, |
43 |
Charly Bliss |
"Feed" |
Supermoon 5 |
and this ought to be better than when it was bound with ships and waves, |
44 |
Potty Mouth |
"Favorite Food" |
single |
but I'm confident that it's better a lot less often than I am confident that it's more. |
45 |
Empty Country |
"Marian" |
single |
I like more, of course, but this is circularity. |
46 |
ANDREAH |
"Be My Light" |
single |
The point of songs you haven't heard yet is not that they're better. |
47 |
Hannah |
"Mala Hierba" |
single |
The point of borders is to allow you to assume different modes by moving through physical space. |
48 |
Madison Kozak |
"Click" |
single |
My daughter grows up knowing, I hope, that walls obstruct this only briefly, |
49 |
Jaclyn Kenyon |
"Mama Said" |
single |
like the way she has to wait for me to remember which password to use to say that it's OK for her to see a site |
50 |
NateWantsToBattle |
"Polaris" |
single |
with tips about how to make a bathroom in Minecraft. |
51 |
Dima Lancaster |
"&Z" |
single |
She has, maybe, a different idea of her relationship with everything else. |
52 |
IKINÄ |
"Paljaana" |
Millenniaalin itsehoito-opas epävarmaan aikuisuuteen |
By her age, I had eaten Finnish crackers. She has been to Finland. |
53 |
Sofie Svensson & Dom Där |
"Eld" |
single |
We were there for only a few hours, just long enough to eat some of the best strawberries I've ever had and some of the worst pizza, |
54 |
Vita Insomne |
"Fábulas" |
Fábulas 6 |
and then we got back onto a small floating shopping mall and sailed away again. |
55 |
Despistaos |
"En tus manos (con David Otero)" |
single |
What is it worth, ten minutes in the Chapel of Silence, or another week of other people's 8:08s |
56 |
Blutengel |
"Another Dream" |
Damokles |
or 5:05s, out-of-context apologies for other people's unease? |
57 |
True Moon |
"They Call My Name" |
II |
I bring her these songs from everywhere, which of course she doesn't need, |
58 |
Maria McKee |
"Effigy of Salt" |
single |
so I get to keep them. |
59 |
Craig Cardiff |
"Bryant Park" |
single |
She doesn't start with what we give her, she starts with everything. |
60 |
Oceans |
"Scars to Your Beautiful (feat. Anna Murphy)" |
Cover Me in Darkness 4 |
She should know, as should you, that there's a hope waiting for you in the dark, |
61 |
Parry Gripp |
"Gyoza Bat" |
single |
trying with tiny wings to move a small amount of joy from one place in the world to another. |