1 |
CHVRCHES |
"Out Of My Head" |
single |
Circuitry and helplessness and triumph; |
2 |
Robyn |
"Missing U" |
Honey |
circuitry and loss and triumph; |
3 |
The Winking Owl |
"Try" |
Try +2 |
resilience and defiance and triumphant joy: |
4 |
IKINÄ |
"Vaatteet päältä" |
single |
scream something wordless that means We Survived This Year no matter what it means. |
5 |
Rave The Reqviem |
"Saint Jvdas" |
FVNERAL [sic] |
Circuitry and fury and redemption, |
6 |
Muncie Girls |
"Jeremy" |
Fixed Ideals |
methodical refusal and brutal truth, |
7 |
Kitten |
"Strange Embrace" |
single |
omissions and missions and catharsis: |
8 |
Straatligkinders |
"Herinner" |
Verdwyn |
sing in voices of incorruptible belief and resonant intervals of relief, |
9 |
Christine and the Queens |
"Doesn't matter (voleur de soleil)" |
Chris |
and listen harder to get yourself through the night, or the day, whichever is darker. |
10 |
Per Gessle |
"Name You Beautiful" |
Name You Beautiful (Official Song - World Table Tennis Championship 2018) 2 |
You can come from wherever you can fall in love. |
11 |
Madder Mortem |
"Liberator" |
Marrow |
Games are not substitutes for reform, but then theme songs for games are not subject to the rules of the games. |
12 |
Oceans of Slumber |
"A Path to Broken Stars" |
The Banished Heart |
The war's winners get to write the anthems of record, |
13 |
Kobra And The Lotus |
"My Immortal" |
Prevail II |
but the anthems you can think to write before the wars can win them without fighting. |
14 |
Myrkur |
"Juniper" |
single |
To win a war without fighting it, you have to be able to see yourself losing it despite your righteousness, |
15 |
Crippled Black Phoenix |
"Nebulas" |
Great Escape |
to see your conscripted forces laying their weapons on the ground, |
16 |
Hidden Hospitals |
"Acid Rain" |
Liars |
to feel everything that ground has felt before and after now. |
17 |
Prinze George |
"Current" |
Airborne EP 6 |
The format of the circuitous path between mines |
18 |
LÉON |
"Falling" |
single |
is dance. |
19 |
Pale Waves |
"Black" |
My Mind Makes Noises |
The clockwork path between digits is also in its own heart a dance. |
20 |
Tonight Alive |
"Temple" |
Underworld |
You can come from anywhere whose pain you can feel: |
21 |
CHVRCHES |
"Forever" |
Love Is Dead |
circuitry and imagination and the moment when your heartbeat doubles. |
22 |
PassCode |
"Seize the day!!" |
Locus |
We are here with machines and lights and wonder, |
23 |
BiSH |
"Life is beautiful" |
Life is beautiful / HiDE the BLUE 2 |
with how it felt before you were afraid of any of this, |
24 |
MASS OF THE FERMENTING DREGS |
"ASAHINAGU" |
No New World |
with wires pulled taut in lines and hearts spun into circles, |
25 |
LiSA |
"Thrill, Risk, Heartless" |
single |
with the rules for new games. |
26 |
Lemaitre |
"Rocket Girl (Feat. Betty Who)" |
single |
This was an earthbound year we survived in springy dreams of transcendance, |
27 |
Bastille |
"Quarter Past Midnight" |
single |
and the secret nagging knowledge that every day we don't give up is another implication that we might have more choices. |
28 |
Art In America |
"Goodbye My Love - Mind's Eye - Peace of Mind" |
Cloudborn |
We are people capable of thinking in whole sentences and acting in connected sequences of movement. |
29 |
Twin Shadow |
"18 Years" |
Caer |
We are blind angels listening to the clocks |
30 |
Fatherson |
"Charm School" |
Sum of All Your Parts |
until we start to understand their sadness, |
31 |
Editors |
"Darkness at the Door" |
Violence |
and only thus our own. |
32 |
Puppet |
"Cargo" |
single |
Circuitry, nobility, awe. |
33 |
Dark Sarah |
"Sky Sailing" |
The Golden Moth |
We have enough legends for |
34 |
Amaranthe |
"365" |
single |
each day to hold one of its own, |
35 |
Alight |
"Roses in the Dusk" |
Spiral of Silence |
and then set it free at sunset, |
36 |
Manigance |
"Your Energy" |
single |
so that the night teems with disembodied allegory and the muttering of disenfrancised gods. |
37 |
Crematory |
"Stay with Me" |
Oblivion |
We have enough love to swallow the hatred |
38 |
Amorphis |
"Wrong Direction" |
Queen of Time |
and dissipate it into our blood as resolve. |
39 |
Deafheaven |
"Honeycomb" |
Ordinary Corrupt Human Love |
We have enough blood. |
40 |
Therion |
"Night Reborn" |
Beloved Antichrist |
We have seen this ornate evil in other outfits: |
41 |
June 1974 |
"Arcadia" |
Nemesi |
brocade and exoskeletons and meticulous displays of violent precision, |
42 |
Donovan Woods |
"Our Friend Bobby" |
Both Ways |
rooms sucked empty |
43 |
pronoun |
"wrong" |
single |
and then filled again with regret and reconciliation |
44 |
V for Volume |
"Jueves" |
single |
and circuitry in the shapes of bodies. |
45 |
Issa |
"Am I Losing You" |
Run with the Pack |
We make it to the lines of night and years for the feeling that this will end, |
46 |
Tiffany |
"Beautiful" |
Pieces of Me |
for what it will feel like when it ends, |
47 |
Billie Eilish |
"you should see me in a crown" |
single |
for who we will be when less of our energy has to be spent fighting this way. |
48 |
Rapman |
"Shiro's Story - Pt. 3" |
single |
Minutes can be won by temporary force, but all hours become history, and years belong to whoever writes them into stories: |
49 |
The Animal In Me |
"Better Now" |
single |
of circuitry, of mistakes, of not forgetting; |
50 |
TeraBrite |
"No Tears Left to Cry" |
single |
of patience, of serene impermanence, of the magnificent instants of imperfection around which we get to try again to construct a better future. |