1 |
Kamelot |
"RavenLight" |
single |
From my hotel window I can see a pair of stone lions guarding the road. |
2 |
Nemesea |
"Twilight (New Vocal Version 2018)" |
single |
Last year, a couple blocks from here, a guy drove a truck into a crowd of shoppers, killing 5 of them including one of my co-workers. |
3 |
Kobra And The Lotus |
"Losing My Humanity" |
single |
There are more lions on that road now, to make it harder to drive trucks there. |
4 |
Eldritch |
"As the Night Crawls In" |
single |
Probably it doesn't make a lot of difference, but as reactions go, it's at least comforting in its scale. |
5 |
Gus G. |
"Letting Go" |
single |
"Minister, what can we do to prevent attacks like this?" |
6 |
Divided Multitude |
"Evolve" |
single |
"Not very much. Free will is dangerous. Most useful things are also dangerous. Weather is dangerous. We inhabit undefended cities on a giant rock hurtling through space." |
7 |
Slugdge |
"War Squids" |
Esoteric Malacology |
"But minister, we have to do something, don't we?" |
8 |
Mikky Ekko |
"Not The One" |
single |
"Oh yes, we certainly will. Order more lions." |
9 |
Rafael Anton Irisarri |
"Falling Curtain" |
Midnight Colours |
The inchoate urge to DO SOMETHING is usually best placated now and revisited later, |
10 |
CHVRCHES |
"My Enemy" |
single |
in joy instead of fear. |
11 |
pronoun |
"run" |
single |
If news shows were scored like movies, |
12 |
Moose Blood |
"Just Outside" |
single |
our whole relationship to our world would be different: |
13 |
McCafferty |
"Strain" |
single |
More-obviously mediated, but maybe not actually more mediated. |
14 |
The Bombpops |
"Dear Beer" |
single |
The compulsion to stay informed is an addiction, like most things, |
15 |
Hopes on Hold |
"No One's More Useless Than Aquaman" |
Hopes on Hold |
done mostly for its own sake, |
16 |
FELICITY |
"The City Beautiful" |
single |
but shot through with toxins and emotional contaminants. |
17 |
Street Sects |
"In Contempt" |
single |
Fear is compulsive, and compulsion is sadly conducive to measurement and thus optimization, |
18 |
Offret |
"We are Waiting" |
Alone Among Mirrors 2 |
so we can't really be surprised at the misery-drip "news" has become. |
19 |
VOWWS |
"One or the Other" |
Under the World |
You can always look at a glass and imagine the top 10 ways it will be empty |
20 |
Markus Junnikkala |
"There's More to This World" |
Preternatural |
once this water is gone. |
21 |
TeraBrite |
"Dangerous Night" |
single |
But then TeraBrite is singing a 30 Seconds to Mars song, and maybe it was originally about cycles of mutual self-destruction, but now it sounds redemptive. |
22 |
From Under the Willow |
"Hiraeth" |
single |
And maybe this has become the essential difference for me between art and everything else: art builds towards catharsis instead of anxiety. |
23 |
Alteras |
"Myself on Fire" |
single |
Of course this is subjective and definitional, but I think not only so. |
24 |
Vita Versus |
"Forever at Last" |
single |
News anxiety is self-reinforcing, perhaps in its purest form as weather anxiety, because the weather is always dire somewhere, on some time-scale. |
25 |
Divine Realm |
"Autumn" |
Nordicity 5 |
I'm here in one of the most peaceful countries on earth, and there's a line of mounted police under my hotel window. |
26 |
Oceans of Slumber |
"A Path to Broken Stars" |
The Banished Heart |
There's always something to fear. |
27 |
Engel |
"The Condemned" |
single |
I'm looking down on them from an odd angle, and across the street from them there's a store-front with a medical sign above it, and I've been watching people happily entering and exiting, and thinking how refreshing it is to see medical care elevated to the pleasantness of shopping. |
28 |
Burden Of Grief |
"Eye of the Storm" |
single |
We do commercialization of medical care in the US, too, but somehow always from the supply side, not the demand side. |
29 |
Dead Shape Figure |
"The Last of the Bearing Beats" |
single |
We do "urgent care", but what we really need more of is "routine care". |
30 |
Varien |
"The Dark Harvest" |
single |
If much shopping is essentially impromptu lifestyle adjustment, |
31 |
Paris Blohm |
"Body High" |
single |
and fetishized coffee is borderline medicinal already, |
32 |
Inukshuk |
"Too Far Gone" |
single |
then this doesn't seem all that implausible, really. |
33 |
Wolf Alice |
"Sadboy - Edit" |
single |
I'd been looking down on this scene for a while because I got sick and spent about 36 hours in this hotel room, mostly sleeping. |
34 |
Everything Everything |
"The Mariana" |
A Deeper Sea 4 |
When I finally felt well enough to walk around a little again, I discovered that the medical sign actually applied to the offices above the storefront, which itself was a Danish clothes store. |
35 |
Mimikry |
"Alla vill till himmelen men ingen vill dö" |
single |
They do some things right here in Sweden, but they still have colds, and they haven't made health-care as fun as shopping, |
36 |
Mustasch |
"Winners" |
single |
and the police are not ceremonial. |
37 |
Den svenska björnstammen |
"Bara skog" |
Bara skog +1 |
They don't seem particularly good at getting snow off of sidewalks, |
38 |
Lecherous Nocturne |
"Quantum Mysticism" |
single |
and with enough searching you can find the occasional pastry that's a little too dry. |
39 |
Do As Infinity |
"GET OVER IT" |
ALIVE |
But traveling is not a competition in which the world is participating and you are judging. |
40 |
Maverick |
"Myrmidon" |
single |
At the drugstores here, which are just drugstores and don't try to also be terrible grocery stores and liquidators of shitty colorful electronics accessories, they do actually try to help you. |
41 |
Sondre Justad |
"Gjør det igjen" |
single |
You can tell somebody is earnestly trying to help you even if you don't speak their language. |
42 |
Lucy Dacus |
"Addictions" |
Historian |
You rarely see hotel reviews that tell you how comfortable the beds are to be laid up in. |
43 |
Skating Polly |
"Queen For A Day (feat. Exene Cervenka)" |
single |
This was a pretty comfortable bed. |
44 |
No Thank You |
"Cubic Zirconia" |
single |
I'd rather not be sick, |
45 |
Marsheaux |
"Suffer the Children" |
single |
and if sick, would rather it not be while traveling, |
46 |
Digitalism |
"Red Lights" |
single |
but you experience things a little differently in that still-recovering daze. |
47 |
Mors Subita |
"Into the Pitch Black" |
single |
Take a city you have indexed for museums and coffee, and see what it feels like to find ibuprofen and some yogurt. |
48 |
Ministri |
"Tra le vite degli altri" |
single |
Take songs you would dance or soar to, and play them on quiet laptop speakers while your head hurts. |
49 |
Cycle |
"100 Vidas" |
Electrik |
Fail and recover. |
50 |
Nunatak |
"Disonancia perfecta" |
Nunatak y el tiempo de los valientes |
Practice swapping "oath" for "oat" whenever you see either cited in public. |
51 |
Perro |
"Celebrado Primo" |
single |
I made it out to do a Pokémon raid, and a Swedish girl about my daughter's age asked, through her mother as English translator, if I could help her catch the Rayquaza. |
52 |
Siloé |
"Cerezos" |
La Luz |
She was missing, and I at least hit the thing, but neither of us caught it. |
53 |
Urthboy |
"Have & Hold" |
single |
Fail and recover. |
54 |
Angie McMahon |
"Missing Me" |
single |
When I get home and tell my daughter this story, she will probably point out how in Sweden kids her age have phones already. |
55 |
Revolverheld |
"Immer noch fühlen" |
single |
Also free education, universal healthcare and public pensions. |
56 |
KAFVKA |
"Fick dein Volk" |
single |
But none of this makes their Rayquaza catch-rates any higher. |
57 |
Bely Basarte |
"No Te Quiero Ver Llorar" |
Desde Mi Otro Cuarto |
Real-world advantages don't always translate to games. |
58 |
Rolo Tomassi |
"Alma Mater" |
Time Will Die and Love Will Bury It |
The vegetarian I went to the vegetarian restaurant with proclaimed it too vegetable-ish, |
59 |
Buffalo Tom |
"Freckles" |
Quiet and Peace |
but enjoyed the pie. |
60 |
Horse Attack Sqwad |
"Pojat puhuu heskaa" |
Suuren Yli-Hevosen armosta |
The things you decline don't determine what you will love. |
61 |
PassCode |
"AXIS" |
Locus |
You may think you hate metal for the growly voices, but you might hate it with fembot voices, too, |
62 |
SUPERNOVA 1006 |
"Killer Whale" |
Blackout (Deluxe Edition) |
or at half-speed. |
63 |
Now, Now |
"AZ" |
single |
Just don't give up, that's all we're really asking, |
64 |
Hidden Hospitals |
"Liars" |
single |
all we're singing, |
65 |
Zeal |
"ปลุก(Rizing)" |
single |
in whatever voices |
66 |
Kayah |
"Czarna Polana" |
single |
and quantities. |
67 |
Trio Da Kali |
"God Shall Wipe All Tears Away" |
Ladilikan |
Order more lions when you must, |
68 |
The Dollyrots |
"Get Radical" |
Get Radical +1 |
and then fill the streets again. |
69 |
Familjen |
"Alla färger du ska se" |
Kom |
Streets are the shape of human presence imposed upon space, |
70 |
The Eiffels |
"Body Like That" |
single |
as indelible empty as filled with foam, |
71 |
Fresno |
"Natureza Caos" |
single |
or flowers or snow, |
72 |
Tusky |
"Going Out" |
Rated Gnar |
or delirious riots, |
73 |
Ancestral Voices |
"Eumycota" |
Mycelia |
or rubble and centuries of earth. |